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I am here for Friends

About Me

I am happy now for the first time in my life....

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Lie beside me- See how warm the sunshine tastes- Break the ice of life's embrace- Lie beside me-Come inside me- Feel my softness against your skin- Forget other places you have been- Come inside me-Move inside me- Slowly, like day moving into night- Until you feel an explosive light- Move inside me-Stay inside me- Bathe yourself here where it's warm- Outside there's a cold, dark storm- Stay inside me-Leave me- As a lover, as a friend- But promise to come again- As you leave me.............sOmeonE ThAt wOuLD waNT tHaT fRoM mE....is there anyone out there ?

My Blog

living with myself

once again i feel as if standingalone is the only real truth i can hold to my heart....i look around and try to feel better.  living sober isn't as fun as they claim..........i rather be gouged o...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 22:15:00 GMT

issues, point of the matter

 taking the point, my soul.......driving my pain into a numbness.hoping my last breathe will take before i know it..........................................arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rgggggggggggggggggggggg...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 19:53:00 GMT

sometime in june

i hate the man inside the one that i seem to be these days... standalone in a constant rate of nothing...running on empty, these fumes are killing me....wish forever twenty-one was my story....
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 17:16:00 GMT

what now

    i given you all i could give .......do it just leave ....and leave me the fuck alone....
Posted by on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 19:20:00 GMT

RACIST ...AN EMAIL I RECIEVED THIS MORNING .....FUK IT DO SOMETHING AND STOP ALL OF OUR WHINING

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Posted by on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 10:36:00 GMT

LOSING NOTJING CUZ WHEN i am nothing

I  pay everyday, every waking moment, i pay dearly for all my trsangressions and all my shit.... all the fuk up things. i've done to people to repent is a bitch... especia...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 23:34:00 GMT

didn't want it

I'M FUKING DEAD....I'M FUKING DEAD I'M FUKING DEAD.........I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 17:39:00 GMT

sub ject

i feel that everyday is becoming filled with nothing i wish i could fly away....i don't think a female in my life would make feel any better...i would just bring that person down i just don't wnt to f...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 00:07:00 GMT

aren't they the same

tears of sorrow , tears of joywhy does it always start so fukn great... than end so fukn badwhen does things ever actually become more than bareable.....
Posted by on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 22:07:00 GMT

slap the sh*t outta me

so many things, so overwhelming...just want to crawl in a dark roomand sit in the fetal position for days.    
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 02:50:00 GMT