trip |
Well next week may 29th- june3rd i will be visiting my wonderful and ONLY boyfriend on his army base in south carolina, i am very excited!!!! I NEED SOME ... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Fri, 25 May 2007 09:48:00 PST |
ARMY-WIVES?? |
How do they do it? It's so hard not having him around, although i have been good, i haven't done anything questionable and i'm pretty sure i can say the same for him. I went from seeing him ever... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Wed, 02 May 2007 08:21:00 PST |
CONVO ABOUT BEING FAT ON AIM |
ESDEJAI: PEOPLE ONLY LIKE HER BECAUSE SHE IS BIG ESDEJAI: THATS IT ESDEJAI: AND I HATE THAT SHIT ESDEJAI: I HATE ALL THAT "REPPIN 4 THE BIG GIRLS" ESDEJAI: I F... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 08:07:00 PST |
fell off |
I fell off track for about 2 months...and now i'm happily back on track, thinspo is wonderful. I did eat this morning but that will be my last meal until i say so. I LOVE ANA, I'M REUNITED WITH HER AG... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 08:44:00 PST |
my explanation |
Well this is how it started...i wasn't born with an eating disorder, it developed in my junior year in high school.Before that i always wanted to loose weight but i was doing regular dieting and excer... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:10:00 PST |
Another planet |
I like to think that there is someone just like me on another planet...I don't know which one though...But it's nice to wonder sometimes.Here on earth I feel like i'm missing the other part of me, I f... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 11:50:00 PST |
The memory and the punishment |
Your memories are responsible for your dreams.I mean the memories you have had, have had an affect on you, memories haunt you when you are awake and try to attack you when you are asleep. the wor... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 08:28:00 PST |
what is happiness? And will you ever expierence it? |
What exactly is happiness?
No one knows what true happiness is, i for one don't think that anyone can honestly say that they feel happy and complete. There is always something missing, some void that ... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:42:00 PST |
i met my zombie lastnight her name is Ana |
i met my zombie lastnight her name is Ana.
she told me that i would get better.
i said how do you know?
she looked deep inside me and said "Just look at me i may be your zombie but Dawn you don't you ... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 07:26:00 PST |
monkeys in my room |
I have monkeys in my room
Burdens on my bed
Big or small monkeys
It doesn't matter
They're still in my room
I have monkeys that yell and sing
And monkeys that are mute who are afraid to say anyth... Posted by Local Dope-ness on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 06:09:00 PST |