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Jonnybeans

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About Me

We were tight,
But it falls apart as silver turns to blue.
Burning just for you.
With hindsight,
I was more than blind,
Lost without a clue.
I've always been an introvert
happily bleeding.
I've figured out that life is too short, feel free, sing, dance, write; express yourself in a way that makes YOU feel happy,
don't aim for others' goals, aim for yours and win them, however high or low they may be.
Do something you've never done before every week to reassure yourself you're still here making your way through this scary place and leaving your prints all over the place, on as many people as possible and with as much love, compassion and drive as possible.
I lived my life in the shadows,
i kept myself to myself and aimed for goals that weren't mine,
that's all about to change,
watch this space; because i'll leave something special here when i'm gone...
For those who do not know me..
I'm a creative soul, my passions include writing above all else and singing, i dream of acting and dance as well; but we can't have everything we want.
I write a various number of things, most of which i will post on my blog or send to magazines, competitions and in a few instances publicists, i have had several things published, an article in two magazines and some poetry on online medias.
I write mostly novelesque pieces, i have several ideas floating around that i plan to put from thought to paper, but its just finding the time to get it right, it takes me a long while to be happy with what i write as to me i have to make it perfect. My writing styles include science fantasy, fiction, non-fiction, political, poetry, prose, short stories, lyrics, journalism and essay.
I eventually want to study writing properly, at the moment i am working full time, but hope to go to university one day to work under people who can help hone my skills, i would love to write and be acting in the theatre as a life ambition, but i've had a lot of obstacles thrown in my way and need to find my footing again before i lunge into this path.
I would relaly like to meet other writers, people who are as devoted to this art of pictures and dreams through words as i am, i would love to bound ideas from one another with other writers, i would love to have doors opened to writing and to theatre.
I would also love to meet publicists and agents interested in what i'm about as that would give me some footing, and a greater headstart to the finihline nothing can stop me from reaching.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I have everyone i need, so anyone else is just an added bonus

My Blog

Stars

Sometimes i wonder when i look up at the stars, is anyone else looking at the same one as me? Why are they looking? Is it for the same reasons i am? I look up at the stars alot at the moment, it makes...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 20:02:00 GMT

Writing - please leave feedback

So i've been touching up an old set of writing i worked on when i was 16, it's a kind of novel. I've just spent the day editing the first chapter and as it took me two years to write i reckon it will ...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 16:48:00 GMT

Struggle

Reflecting on the hazy memories of the life you used to lead Who was once fresh faced and strong, what a transformation indeed Now the shadow of a ghost in a shell of yourself Through life at the fore...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 05:35:00 GMT

Homophobia Part 1

School   Think back to when you were in high school, puberty had just hit, and you were feeling and seeing everything in a new light. Everything seems scary and strange but exciting at the same t...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 20:03:00 GMT

A few things off my chest

Below is a list of things i need to get off my chest, they're completely anonymous and shall remain that way, you can read into them all you like but if you guess wrong then you've only got your paran...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:15:00 GMT

Jonnys Going to University!!!!

Well imagine my exstatic excitement this morning upon opening my e-mails to find a status change on my UCAS application. I rushed onto my UCAS tracking page and discovered i had been made an UNCONDITI...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 20:22:00 GMT

Of Fun & Frolicks in Manchester

Well, similar to my review in the summer of my trip to London, i have decided to write a review of my trip to Manchester. Firstly, getting there, i was running quite late (as usual) and didn't get to ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 14:43:00 GMT

British Borrowed Summertime

She sits drinking coffee from her porcelain mug Waving the flies on their way as they dip in for a drink Wearing her best shoes and her favourite dress She's got her parasol up and margaritas by the j...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:59:00 GMT

Murderer Memoirs

Hollowed eyes and sunken face Shallow glare and diminutive grace Blood red dripping from the tips You massage the liquid to your lips Another slip up, hell to pay He threw the right hook yesterday Sil...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 07:44:00 GMT

Rainy Day

Public transport in the dreary mist People clenching nail and fist Apathetic tendencies drifting you away When you stare at steamy swear words written yesterday   Your stomach rumbles murmurs Mus...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:06:00 GMT