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mr. Lilly

life was awesome before all the mistakes, now leave me the fuck alone

About Me

I used to play with the cats tail instead of All the funny feathers......dead...you fucking puppies...this is the last year of my life can't seem to do much more than i've done gone and used up all the fun and the alternative is none this is the first time i've realized i loved believing all your lies and didn't mind it when you cried i plan on living just to die this is the final year i'm living out the very last year the end is flashing on the screen i'm living in the last year of my life.. width="425" height="350" .. .. width="425" height="350" .. .. width="425" height="350" .. .. width="425" height="350" ..
Thrill Teaser from IT Cinema on Vimeo .

My Interests

music, making fuck, love, friends, rollerblading, dancing on your grave, riding my bike, my mustache, watching movies on bed when i ocassionally find someone worth watching them with, Valentina, dream sleep, driving at night, making music, and wondering who will be fucking at my funeral. .. width="425" height="350" ..STYLE TYPE="text/css"BODY{scrollbar-face-color:black; scrollbar-shadow-color:black; scrollbar-highlight-color:grey; scrollbar-3dlight-color:grey;scrollbar-darkshadow-color:blac k; scrollbar-track-color:white; scrollbar-arrow-color:white}

I'd like to meet:

A girl i know with long hair.. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

.. width="425" height="350" .. the adicts,crisis ,the kids,the nerves,richard hell and the voidoids,the kinks,roxy music, velvet underground, josef k, interpol, the jam, grandaddy, joy division, david bowie, the beatles, the cure, misfits, the smiths, the joggers, the organ, necro, warsaw, bob james, MF Doom, madlib/madvillans, t rex, patti smith, brian eno, magazine, orange juice, the clean, wire. .. width="425" height="350" .. .spacetext{font-family:arial,verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvet ica; line-height: 18pt;font-size:10pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;} .redtext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:10pt; color:cc0000; font-weight:none;} .redtext8{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:8pt; color:cc0000; font-weight:none;} .redbtext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:10pt; color:cc0000; font-weight:none;} .redtext12b{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:12pt; color:cc0000; font-weight:bold;}.bluebtext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans- serif,helvetica; font-size:10pt; color:003399; font-weight:none;} .redbtext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:10pt; color:cc0000; font-weight:none;} .utext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; text-decoration:underline; font-size:9pt; color:000000; font-weight:none;} .orangetext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:10pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .orangetext2{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:8pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .orangetext15{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica ; font-size:9pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .lightbluetext8{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helveti ca; font-size:8pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .bluetext8{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:8pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .whitetext7{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:7pt; color:ffffff;font-weight:bold;} .whitetext12{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:9pt; color:fffffff; font-weight:bold;} .whitetext15{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:15pt; color:fffffff; font-weight:bold;} .blacktext15{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:15pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;} .blacktext13{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:13pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;} .blacktext12{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:12pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .nametext{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:12pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .blacktext12nb{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetic a; font-size:12pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;} .blacktext10{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:10pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .blacktext10nb{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetic a; font-size:10pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;} .blacktext7{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:7pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;} .footer{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:8pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:bold;} .skip{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetica; font-size:8pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;text-align:right;} .blacktext14bu{font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif,helvetic a; font-size:14pt; color:ffffff; font-weight:none;text-decoration:underline;}

Movies:

the one were i don't get the girl and i die in the end + broken flowers.

Television:

is horrible..

Books:

kill yourself.. width="425" height="350" ..

Heroes:

No. .. width="425" height="350" ..

My Blog

i'm fucked...and i'm fucking sick of feeling like this bullshit will never satisfy me.

thats my god damned life..........this probably some shit about someone i care about not giving a fuck whether do or not
Posted by mr. Lilly on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 05:38:00 PST

feeling lost and losing more.

why do i need sympaty? i've got this uneased feeling, growing inside of my mind. the lenses in my eyes, only see the black and white. a feeling of not much time. the outline of a perfect life. a house...
Posted by mr. Lilly on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST