About Me
BLOOD RED OF YOUR SILK SHEETS MATCHES THE WINE YOU DRANK, BLENDS WITH YOUR LIPS AS THEY GRAZE MY DESPERATION
the more you think about it, the more the events crumble, crack, break down, or refuse to change at all. They're either pieces of ice in your hand, changing shape and melting away until they're nothing like what they were to begin with, or pieces of glass, sharp and irritating, unchanging, reminders of pain and unpleasantness - or happiness
you are calm and reposed
let your beauty unfold
pale while like the skin streched over your bones
spring keeps you ever close
you are second hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin
standing trial for your sins
holding on to yourself the best you can
you are the smell before rain
you are the blood in my veins
i will promise myself i won't care, distracting myself from your stare...i won't forget you, i'm not gonna let you win, but i'm tired of lying, tired of fighting you and its not gonna change...because i won't live forever, we don't belong together...
i sit in your silence, scared
waiting patiently for recognition
for a word, for a breath, for a touch
but i am raw
because i watch your hands instead of writing
and listen for your breath instead of breathing
it's strange how close to you i feel
and the need i have to help you, to make you smile
and yet i'm still sitting here, waiting
for you to let me in
some say the world will end in fire
some say in ice
from what i've tasted of desire
i hold with those who favor fire
but if it had to perish twice
i think i know enough of hate
to say that for destruction ice
is also great
and would suffice
- Robert Frost
AIM s/n - as i shatter
THIS IS ALL THAT I AM - LYRICS AND OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE ORGANIZATION AND ANALYSIS OF THINGS THAT ARE NOT RELEVANT
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: christine bostrom
Birthday: 9/9/89
Birthplace: staten island
Current Location: home
Eye Color: blue/grey
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: italian/polish
The Shoes You Wore Today: black k-swiss
Your Weakness: guitar players, my friends
Your Fears: failure, ending up lyk my birth parents
Your Perfect Pizza: its pizza who the fuck cares what kind
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: sing in public more
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, hands
Your Bedtime: anywhere from 11 to 4
Your Most Missed Memory: not being afraid
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: definitely mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea, i lyk the name better lol
Chocolate or Vanilla: ooh chocolate all the way
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: fuck yes
Do you Sing: the question is more lyk, "when do you not sing" lol
Do you Shower Daily: si
Have you Been in Love: i think so...
Do you want to go to College: yea
Do you want to get Married: someday
Do you belive in yourself: depends on the situation
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: fuck no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: define get along
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them
Do you play an Instrument: clarinet, albeit very badly
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea, my mother gave me a pina colada for some reason lol
In the past month have you Smoked: nope, never will
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope, also never will
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no...poor me ='(...lmao i so dont care
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i live on staten island...think about it
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, but i've done it
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: yea
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not from a store lol
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: no, although that's a miracle with the things i say lol
Ever Shoplifted: yea
How do you want to Die: when i'm ready
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: either a performer or a psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit: italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: don't care, so long as they're pretty lol
Favourite Hair Color: black/brown
Short or Long Hair: medium lol
Height: taller than me
Weight: not really an issue
Best Clothing Style: don't really care
Number of Drugs I have taken: zero
Number of CDs I own: don't make me count lol
Number of Piercings: 3, soon to be 4 (i think)
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: again, don't make me count
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