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It have been a long time since I saw u guyz…… I have been in the hospital 4 2 long that I have 4gotten when was the last time I spend my quality time on9 in the net… Anyway HYE!!!!!!! FINALLY IM BACK!!!!

Well…

I would like 2 share with u what I have been through while im on treatment.. Plz don’t ask me what kind of treatment I’ve been through I was out of credit at that time.. And really wish can contact anyone anyway… But then I was laying on da bed hopeless cant move an inch…

I realize im missing something… What is it I asked my self? What is it that bothering my mind so much? That I couldn’t sleep…. The room was so damn dark and everyone was sleeping… The only sound that I can hear is… The sound of cars moving outside of the window… I can see the flash of light from cars through the window… But I can move at all, im so damn weak!!!

The only thing that I can do is…. Looking at the outside of the window… And it is raining heavily… And I keep asking myself why…. What is it that bothering my mind that I couldn’t sleep? Is it because of the darkness that fills the dorm? Or Is it because of the silent ness fills the air?

Beyond the darkness… In my mind…. I just can see only one thing… A beautiful smile… Bright eyes…. A straight hair… And a wonderful voice… And that was the time that I really….really….really…MISS her so much…

She is young and wonderful girl name H______ When ever I looked around… I only see her… When ever I eat even though I couldn’t eat because of my sickness… She is the only thing that playing around in my mind…. And I closed my eyes…. I saw only her with a wonderful smile… I wish she were here with me right now!!!!

I wish I could contact her in anyway to tell her how I felt…. I have been wondering what was she doing… Did she had her diner… And did she thinking about me also….

I looked at my phone… Holding it tightly… Hoping that it would vibrate… And I pick up the phone and could hear a wonderful voice from the other side… And asking me how am I doing…. It just in my mind and it did not happened…. I end up spending entire week thinking about here….

Well…

It doesn’t end there… She did call me… Hehehehe… Im so damn HAPPY….. Only God knows…

hehehehe 16/06/2006 its our anniversary cool huh?

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