Someone Special
It have been a long time since I saw u guyz……
I have been in the hospital 4 2 long that I have 4gotten when was the last time I spend my quality time on9 in the net…
Anyway HYE!!!!!!!
FINALLY IM BACK!!!!
Well…
I would like 2 share with u what I have been through while im on treatment..
Plz don’t ask me what kind of treatment I’ve been through
I was out of credit at that time..
And really wish can contact anyone anyway…
But then I was laying on da bed hopeless cant move an inch…
I realize im missing something…
What is it I asked my self?
What is it that bothering my mind so much?
That I couldn’t sleep….
The room was so damn dark and everyone was sleeping…
The only sound that I can hear is…
The sound of cars moving outside of the window…
I can see the flash of light from cars through the window…
But I can move at all, im so damn weak!!!
The only thing that I can do is….
Looking at the outside of the window…
And it is raining heavily…
And I keep asking myself why….
What is it that bothering my mind that I couldn’t sleep?
Is it because of the darkness that fills the dorm? Or
Is it because of the silent ness fills the air?
Beyond the darkness…
In my mind….
I just can see only one thing…
A beautiful smile…
Bright eyes….
A straight hair…
And a wonderful voice…
And that was the time that I really….really….really…MISS her so much…
She is young and wonderful girl name H______
When ever I looked around…
I only see her…
When ever I eat even though I couldn’t eat because of my sickness…
She is the only thing that playing around in my mind….
And I closed my eyes….
I saw only her with a wonderful smile…
I wish she were here with me right now!!!!
I wish I could contact her in anyway to tell her how I felt….
I have been wondering what was she doing…
Did she had her diner…
And did she thinking about me also….
I looked at my phone…
Holding it tightly…
Hoping that it would vibrate…
And I pick up the phone and could hear a wonderful voice from the other side…
And asking me how am I doing….
It just in my mind and it did not happened….
I end up spending entire week thinking about here….
Well…
It doesn’t end there…
She did call me…
Hehehehe…
Im so damn HAPPY…..
Only God knows…
hehehehe
16/06/2006 its our anniversary
cool huh?