People call me emily, or sarah-emily. But you can just call me Sarah.
So far my tattoo has cost me $558 and I have 9 piercings at last count.
I've been told I have an interesting life, and that I should write it all down. So here's the short version;
My story begins in Australia, where my parents both lived in their first home in Belmont. We moved to Engand when I was three and my middle sister was two so my dad could start up the UK branch of Hydramatic Engineering. We lived there for 7 years, sharing my precious childhood memories with my friends Natalie Chloe and Lizzy in a quiet placee called Doncaster.
We were lucky, Amy and I, our parents took us all over the world, and we've been to pretty much all the major theme parks. When I was 5 and visiting my family in Australia, I had my face bitten off by my aunties boxer dog. I think they saved my face pretty well. We left behind our friends in England and have lost contact now. So in October 1999, we returned to Australia to live permanantly shortly after my Grandfather died and my youngest sister was born, Katy, we attended Belmont Primary, where I became the loser kid who had the "lizzard club" because I loved nature?
I stopped believing in myself in year 7 because no matter what I tried to fit in, I was never good enough. And suddenly this bright half confident little girl I once was dissappeared.
I got assaulted and verbally abused daily almost. Became the dumbass of the class because I couldn't concentrate on the class work. Pretty much had a short attention span forced upon me. Mum sent me to counselling groups. I lost sight in my right eye in 2005, the optometist prescribed me with glasses. I lost my virginity a few months prior to my 16th birthday to Alcohol and a "mindset" that I had to an obligation to surcumb to other peoples wants. I got a brand new Honda Jazz for my 16th birthday. I left School in year 11 because it was too much and a quick career oppurtunity surfaced, my dad got me a drafting apprenticeship with Hydramatic.
With money came stupidity and I made dumb choices, people only ever saw me drunk or at work. In 2006 I was informed I had a detatched retina, and had so for atleast 2 years prior. I had an opperation to try re-gain sight but still no success. Late 2006 my boyfriend at the time cheeted on me and I went out and got trashed to try forget about it. I was taken advantage of at a party by a number of boys. Who then told people I was "easy" and I've been receiving "phonecalls" ever since (and before you ask, no, I don't). I almost died from alcohol poisoning after drinking 3 bottles of straight vodka because it was the only way I knew how to forget my feelings. I was assaulted by an aboriginal girl who has breached her bail and done a runner with her theiving boyfriend. I failed my P's test twice. And 13 days after having my licence, I was then entered into a 6 month court hearing trying to save my ass from jail (juvi back then cause I was under 18). I had a major car accident during this hearing period where I did $10,000 worth of damage to my Jazzy. I'm now about to head into my second year of my 2 year good behaviour bond. But hey I never said I behaved.. I was assaulted again by another group of aboriginal girls because my dress was "too short" (it went to my knees for the record.) I currently party a bit too hard recently being banned from the metro (otherwise known as Belmont Hotel) To this day I have had 8 iPods, 6 phones, 2 bags and a large sum of money stolen from me. I've been kicked out of home 3 times and regretted it every time.
I'm done writing for now. Feel free to share your thoughts.
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I love you Sara, your all I could ever ask for in a friend.
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