me,right now....i'm still here...barely |
so,here i am again, spilling my guts to the same couple people who will read my blog just bc they are either nosey or worried about me.hell everyone is worried about me these days. but i'm really goin... Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 09:26:00 GMT |
what |
is wrong with me? Posted by on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 22:56:00 GMT |
happiness |
happiness is something only you can find for yourself.
and i am starting to realize i love him...i do. but i can't just sit around hoping he will change and start treating me the way he should. it may... Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 06:25:00 GMT |
religion |
has never truely been important to me.but i am starting to think it is the only place i have to run.i've heard people say...when you have no one...god is always there.and some say it's not even true.b... Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 06:42:00 GMT |
i want to be |
pretty enough,smart enough,fashionable enough,dumb enough,ugly enough,drunk enough,sober enough,blind enough,left handed enough,creative enough,open-eyed enough,right handed enough,emotional enough,se... Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 16:32:00 GMT |
the real world |
i am realizing the real world is just like a really big highschool.yes i'm ready to get out and saturday is my ticket to get on the biggest rollercoaster in the world...what we call...Life.but damn...... Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 17:26:00 GMT |
i’m caught in the middle....real or unreal? |
i'm wondering if there is truth in movies...wondering is there that perfect life or can it just never be real?i'm caught wondering am i settling or do i want more?can i actually have the life i want, ... Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 21:28:00 GMT |
a realization |
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i have just realized
that brennan and i honestly have no money and we are dumb and spend it on shit we dont need.we live with our parents..my parents...then his parents...back and forth.and we... Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 07:33:00 GMT |
a better understanding of myself |
here i am sitting and thinking about the thoughts that were going through my head just yesterday and realizing a lot of things about myself and my life.i go through thinking one thing but really wanti... Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 10:22:00 GMT |
wow |
i really never realized how in love i actually am right now.brennan arthur mock is the love of my life.we are having a baby boy, raary alexander mock, and this is the greatest thing in the world.witho... Posted by on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 13:13:00 GMT |