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I am an introvert, selectively extroverted. My facial expressions do no justice to the musings in my mind. Oftentimes, I may look annoyed at the world; chances are, I'm deep into thought...fiercly trying to remember where the hell I parked my car. My aptitude for a short-term memory is virtually non-existent(I forget something important and misplace my keys on a daily basis). I have a minor case of dyslexia, with no sense of direction...yet I spend 40% of my day on the road.
I write when I'm stressed, emotional, excited, bored, amused, or inspired by something or someone. Results, evidence, support, and proof are surefire ways to shut me up...but as long as I maintain a more substantial argument and have the support to back it up, don't expect me to step down.
I am motivated by success, driven by my potential, and inspired by love.
Being a friend, to me, is seeing a part of yourself in that person, and developing an understanding that will never change. People need start looking at the big picture. We all tend to have our own translation for everything, and that’s fine. Individuality is a positive thing to have, but close-mindedness will get u nowhere.
Friends shouldn’t have to put each other through tests to prove their worth...Everything happens for a reason, and there is a reason we were brought into each others’ lives at certain points in time.
My friends are my family. There is a dysfunctional closeness shared with each of them, and I wouldn’t trade them for anything else in the world. The bonds we have created are unique because within our own heads and our own hearts, lies something fantastic that only we will truly understand.
I LOVE TO LAUGH...The things I find most amusing are typically at my own expense. If you don't know how to laugh at yourself, don't come anywhere near me. There are a select few that can get away with putting me through an emotional roller coaster, only for me to get off the ride, yak from dizziness, and jump back on whatever scarier, crazier ride they have created for themselves – u fuckers know who u are - coz I am willing to be there sitting right next to u, holding your hand….if u r scared to conquer any obstacles in life, I would expect u to reach out…just as readily as I would be to pull u up.
I am extremely sheltered by the ones i love, but i've learned invaluable lessons through each of their mistakes.
.. I MARRIED MY BEST FRIEND! Not every girl gets to say her very first kiss or the first boy to ever hold her hand is her husband. Over the last 12 years, we have each grown and matured with the love and support of one another. And even though a majority of those years have been spent apart, geographically, we managed to find ways to be there for each other, and develop a closeness no one else will ever understand. There is a side to each of us only brought out by the other, which defines our interpretation of "soulmates." We tied the knot on 6-3-07 and now planning our big wedding in Cali for December 2008.....exactly 13 years after that first kiss...
He is the daddy of a beautiful little girl, and fatherhood has transformed him into this amazing person, with a genuine heart and an unmistakeable capacity to love; not to mention the maturity and responsibility I still have yet to attain. We are constantly feeding off of one another's strengths, and learning from each other's weaknesses, which help us strive to be better individuals. I can't imagine the next phase of my life with anyone else...5254 R-J! This is our year Babee..let's make this shit happen!
Last, but not least...I am one of the luckiest people alive.... not just for the blessings i have on Earth, but for the eternal gift God has granted me - in His love, I am able to love...and there is nothing greater.