~*LeannRenee*~

I wanted a perfect ending...now i've learned the hard way that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next...I know God will bring me through whatever obsticale is on my narrow path. If he didnt think i could,then it wouldn't be there. With that mind, i have strength to keep going. to keep pushing and fighting through this world. the world where you're told you have to dress nice, look pretty, be popular, make good grades, Get into a college, and have a career. the American dream. the world where everytime you try to make it your shoved back down. why are you shoved back down? your faith isn't in the right place.mine happens to be in God.Some people say were waisting our lives.at least if we die, we can say we lived with passion. We can say who we lived for. i know its hard right now. God knows im frustraited and worn out and tired and that my heart is hurting like never before.he knows all my faults and when my trust is slipping. but he keeps coming back.for some reason he just puts his hand on my shoulder and says "in time you'lll understand, you'll be okay and at peace.this pain will no longer exist because i will take its place in your heart."God doesn't mind that i fall an inch b/c he will bring me up a foot.he doesnt mind that sometimes i dont speak out.he knows i neede to shut up and listen too. yeah, he's pretty great.even when i dont here Him, i know im my heart he's standing beside me. after all, "If you don't understand My silence, you will not understand My words"