starr

i once said, wel, wrote, dat my strengths are my weaknesses. yes, i hav a double edged mind, which i use only haf of d tym (hey, am human, ryt?) i lyk sitting in starbucks gb to wait 4 d sunset, most especialy wen am feelin down. i love d sunset.... i fynd stubborn pipol annoying, for am stubborn as wel. i cannot hang around pipol who thnk deyr btr dan most pipol. i liv by d moment, nd take lyf as it comes. lyf's too short anyway. i love listenin to d sound of rain, drippin on d roof, hearin d leaves rustle in d wind. o, nd i love sleepin in on rainy days.... tho i dnt get dat much slip anymore. i hav jst realized dat i can take stress wid grace yet id stl want to hav less of it.... college lyf is tough, most especially on d weak. and i lyk d idea dat no one's gonna wipe ur ass wen u make a mess or wen u nid sum1 2 do it. u do it on ur own. its a sign of growin up. and i lyk growth. dnt like stagnation. and i love moevemnt. i cnt stay put for long for i jst hav 2 continualy do somethng or else i start regressin into my own world (am not crazy. i mean i start thinkin). but i've bin told dat am a thinker, nd dat i thnk too much, and as i hav learned, it gets me into trouble.. hehe... watever... more reason for more movement and less thinkin... o nd i love freshly cut grass. (i mean lawn grass, not d kind dat u smoke, tho i like dat too). i like walkin in campus in the mornin jst inhaling the scent of freshly cut grass. and i love watching d sun rise in skul. its jst so god damn peaceful. gess dats y i stl wake up every single mornin, even wid jst 3 hrs of slip every nyt, 2 go 2 skul and start d day wid d scent of freshly cut grass, and d sunrise....