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hi i'm Megan.
I love music, gut wrenching laughter, adventure, trying new things, seeing new places, meeting new people, singing like no ones listening and dancing like no ones watching. I'm pretty spontaneous and always down for a good time.
Think you can keep up?
The Way I've Lived It:
Throughout my life I have lived and learned. Experienced and grown. Loved and lost. It's all a part of life. I've come to find that those closest to you hurt you most, and heartache is a fact of life. There is no such thing as a true friend. We're all alone in this world, and everyone who lives will some day die... alone. I like to be optomistic, but I'm also logical and reasonable. I will always be there to boost you up, but don't doubt for a second that I cant tear you back down. I like honesty. I'm not always honest. No one is. I like to think. I like to think about things that aren't reasonable. I like to think about the unknown and work out possible outcomes for the future. I love solid facts. I love to learn. I hate structured learning. People who flake on plans frustrate me. But I do it too. Music is what I turn to when I am feeling a certain way. It's my reason for everything. It's my addiction, my fears, my religion, my hope, my love, my shoulder to cry on, my friend to listen, the only consistency in my life, and somehow the most likely to change, it's my bible and my everything. I need summer. The sun. It's my drug of nostalgia. I cheat on the ones I care about most. Was that a secret confession, or exactly what you suspected all along? I love the past. I like to dwell. But when I think about the past it's all sad. Especially the happiest moments of my life. Why? Because I can never go back.
The Way I See It:
Life.. is loss.
Music is my life. Really.
I plan on owning my own venue in Portland when I'm older. I am a 12 year Girl Scout. My childhood, my heart, my passion, my ambissions, my desire, strength, knowledge, my soul, and the whole reason I am who I am today is because of Camp Arrowhead. I love nature, a lot. If you ever need a longboarding/biking buddy, hit me up. I love to do both. I love meeting new people, although I get a little apprehensive at first, I open up easily. I'm a lot to handle most of the time, but get to know me and I settle down. Tell me a good story, entertain me, befriend me, and I'll love you forever. I've lived and loved. And learned from mistakes. I regret, but I do not dwell. Every person in my life is there for a reason. Whether I loathe or love them, they were put in my path for me to learn from. I go to a lot of shows. But it's not enough. No, it's never enough.
Let's D A N C E.
