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Eimaj/Tickle

About Me

I can be both the dream & the dreamer.
The light of the morning & the dark of midnight.
I am a writer, a thinker, a philosopher.
I am a lover & a fighter. I am plain & extraordinary.
I enjoy the darkness and smile at the light.
Simply put, I am an enigma.
~Jamie
You can never get close to people like me
People like us
On a mission to fade away
People who live and breathe
Sympathy
Empathy
Out of every fucking pore
With every fucking sigh
We take on the worlds problems
Weighing ourselves down like Apollo
We're so concered with others
It's like a dual lit candle
We burn out twice as fast
Destined to die so young
But our minds already so old
Our faces hold the worries
Show the troubles
Of a thousand painful souls
Befriend me, and feel eternal hope
I am your optimism
Your good luck
But never try to understand me
Get to know me
Lure my mind away
Fore I myself am lost
Trying to help
Trying to understand
Everyone else
~Jamie
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My Interests

Dreaming, Thinking, Dancing, Fire, Driving, Hoping, Loving, Wishing, Freedom. Jumping on trampolines, and beds. Mirrors, Bubbles, Monochrome Color Schemes, Compassion, Sympathy, Whispers In The Dark, Surprizes, Philosophy, Poetry & Words. Just life, people...and how well they inter-mingle.The one thing that I want more than anything, is to look into my lovers eyes, while laying in his arms.

I'd like to meet:

People who make me feel like I do when I am in my car, when I look up at the moon, behind my camera lens, & when I fall asleep in sunlight.
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Music:

H.I.M., Kill Hannah, Muse, Midtown, Jimmy Eat World, Alkaline Trio, Kittie, Slipknot, Gwen Stefani, Gavin Rossdale, Kent, Puffy Ami Yumi, Marvin Gaye, John Coltrane, Rammstein, A Perfect Circle, KENT, Android Lust, Black Tape For a Blue Girl, Chapeaumelon, Sammy Davis Jr. Fort Minor, Linkin Park, Chingy, PussyCat Dolls, Sean Paul, The Ramones, The Sex Pistols, Sum 41, System of a Down, Nat King Cole, and most techno/dance music, I stress the most part. Give you an idea how different my tastes are? If you know one song from every one of those bands you are a god.

Television:

Family Guy! Invader Zim, Fairly OddParents, Robot Chicken, Numbers, Looney Tunes for ever and ever.

Books:

Anything by Laurell K. Hamilton, Sherrilyn Kenyon, or George Orwell. I have read and re-read "The Great Gatsby" because it is a wonderful book about love and what people will go through to try and attain it. I also love Piers Anthony because he is so "punny". I enjoy Kurt Vonnegut because I adore the short story "Harrison Bergeron". I also enjoyed "Fear and Lothing in Las Vegas" by Hunter S. Thompson. But just to make it easy...I love to read.

My Blog

Bittersweet Ranting Randomness

This is just me ranting, there is no substance to it. Promise you that it is complete crap. ^_^     Gummi bears kick so much ass I am deadly afraid of flying (more afraid of the TSA) So tire...
Posted by Tickle on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 03:08:00 PST

Only When (This kinda means something to me...as small and meaningless as it is)

Only when you see two people of the same gender walking down the streets holding hands... AND YOU give the same reaction that you would give to two people of opposite genders holding hands walkin...
Posted by Tickle on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 03:10:00 PST

Time To Grow Up

What I believe, what I feel, is being challanged by life itself. Can my ideals stand strong? Are they up to the task? Stay tuned...though I don't think they will.   Fuck, this whole growing ...
Posted by Tickle on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:04:00 PST

Sometimes In Life

All we have are choices. But the question is not, do we make the right ones? It's what are the right ones?   I'm trapped, going in endless circles my mind constantly changing agravating this stup...
Posted by Tickle on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 11:41:00 PST

My Poetry Slam Poem

Nothing makes me smile Shyly Slyly Like the contrast   Your dark skin enhanced by ink and metal Met by my pale, creamy skin filled with moonlight   I raise both my hands, You encase them wit...
Posted by Tickle on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 04:24:00 PST

I look at you

And everytime I do I cease to breathe Cease to be   Will this ever end? This self torture? My circle of love and hatred So closely intertwined now that even I have lost the beginnings And the en...
Posted by Tickle on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 04:14:00 PST

88 Things Survey From My Newest Friend Paul

88 Facts About You 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?Kind of&it was complicated, but then isn't everything? 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?4 years and boy did I learn and grow after the fact. 3. LAST GI...
Posted by Tickle on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:09:00 PST

Thank You From The Bay

Thank you to all who hung and shared time with me in the bay. It was a special trip filled with ups and downs. I actually learned a lot down here, firstly...how fucking many people there are in San Fr...
Posted by Tickle on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:55:00 PST

Who I am in a relationship

It's from a bulletin, but I want it here as well. I like it as it suits me just fine. Stolen and edited from Rebel Girlscout.     I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not jus...
Posted by Tickle on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 11:44:00 PST

People Are Beautiful

I joined one of the groups here on the crack-like myspace...sad I know. But I actually feel everyone in that group is beautiful. From the trouble makers (12th Wonder) to the people who make my day bri...
Posted by Tickle on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 02:40:00 PST