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Evil Angel

Play secretary... I'm the boss tonight

About Me

This is me. It's all a front, a facade. My whole life is practically a perception based on misconception. I put up walls and I keep things to myself so I'm the only one who will ever know who I truly am, no matter how much I wear my emotions on my sleeve. So ask yourself, are you getting the real me? What is the real me? A good magician never reveals his secrets, I'm afraid. I'm a pierced person, both physically, obviously, and emotionally. I love the pain, the discomfort and the tenderness that a piercing brings, whether it's momentary or lasts forever. I'd much rather inflict the pain upon myself than to let someone else fuck me up. My heart's been pierced enough. I've yet to find myself, but I'm confident in who I am. I'm a walking contradiction. I am fond of mirrors and I believe reflection upon self yields conception; looking within somehow creates something new. I feel outcast, ostracized and isolated all while being a social attention whore. There's so much inside of me waiting to surface. I wish there was an easy explanation for the way I drag myself around. No matter how much I look up I'll never get anywhere but down. I'm not always sure what direction I'm going. I've built bridges only to burn them to the ground. I refuse to live my life with a single regret. I can't stand being left in the dark and wondering who flipped the light switch and why.

My Interests

Drinking: I drink because it keeps me sane and hangovers are merely reminders of the kickass time I had last night.
Style: I dress to impress, even when I'm alone at home, because you never know who you're going to come across and first impressions are important.
Music: I'm a sucker for meaningful lyrics, I love anything with a good beat, and I can definitely dance circles around you.
Family and friends: They mean more to me than anything in this life, and if you are one of them, I will do anything for you.
Learning: I've successfully blended book smarts and street smarts and it is a deadly combination.
Sports: I play almost any sport, I am a natural competitor and a born leader, and I can't stand losing.
Cars: My greatest addiction. I drive what I feel is a pretty sweet car, which I do all the work on. The only thing it's missing is a pretty young thing in the passenger seat.

I'd like to meet:

A woman that blows me away. Someone I can be comfortable spending my days and my nights with. A woman who is sure of herself and knows how to take a compliment. Someone who can respond with anything but "I don't care" when I ask her what she wants to do or where she wants to eat. A woman who is particular about how she looks but shouldn't because she's already beautiful. Someone who enjoys learning something new. A woman who keeps me intrigued and keeps me on my toes. Someone who is open to trying new things. A woman who will trust me with everything because she knows that I trust her too. Someone who will watch the big game with me and sometimes the little ones, too. A woman who understands "time with the guys" but can hold her own if invited to join. Someone who is her own person and has her own life and dreams and ambitions. A woman who can be silly with me yet challenge me intellectually. Someone I can spend my holidays with. A mature woman who can appreciate me for who and what I am and doesn't expect me to change. Yes I'm picky because I won't let myself settle for less than Perfection.

Who I have no interest in meeting:
Immature girls - I need a woman, plain and simple. Be silly and be cute, but be mature about it. I'm not getting any younger and I don't have time for childish games. Drama was a class in high school - leave it there.
Indecisive types - Make a decision. Who cares if it's right, wrong, or whatever, just decide something. You're wasting my time and yours by stalling.
Psycho stalker types - I don't do overly clingy. Call and leave a message if I don't pick up, there's no need to call 35 times in the span of five minutes. And don't show up at my house if I'm not expecting you. That's not cute, it's illegal and our government made restraining orders for people like that.
Cheaters - If you don't have enough respect for me to be loyal, don't bother in the first place. I've been cheated .. and I will not be cheated on again. If I'm not getting the job done, tell me and we can both move on. If I have to, I will retaliate, I won't be kind about it.
Liars - No one deserves to be lied to and no one likes having the truth hidden from them. I'm no different. If you feel a certain way, just say it. Whether or not you offend me or piss me off doesn't matter... being upfront is what's important.
Low self esteem - I have enough issues of my own, I don't need to put up with someone else's too. You know your strengths and your weaknesses. Show yourself off, make good impressions. If you're looking for someone to feel sorry for you, look somewhere else.
Excuse makers - Why bother fabricating something? There are no excuses for the things that happen, only reasons. If I wanted a story, I'd go to Barnes & Noble.

Music:

Linkin Park, Incubus, Breaking Benjamin, Something Corporate, Blink-182, Angels and Airwaves, Hoobastank, The All-American Rejects, Three Days Grace, Third Eye Blind, Acceptance, Yellowcard, 311, Staind, Chevelle, Disturbed

Movies:

Super Troopers, Anchorman, Old School, Talladega Nights, Office Space, Half Baked, Vanilla Sky, Fight Club, Crash, Training Day, The Matrix trilogy, 40 Year Old Virgin, Wedding Crashers, Van Wilder, Boondock Saints, Waiting, and...

Television:

Law and Order SVU, Yes Dear, Cops, DOG, Reno 911, Psych, Monk, How I Met Your Mother

Books:

The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, Digital Fortress, Deception Point, Footprints of God, The Messiah Code, The Eight, The Bourne Identity, The Last Templar, Wordplay.

Heroes:

My late great-grandfather will always be my foremost role model on how to be a real man.

My Blog

Getting what I want

For the past few days, I've had this idea stuck in my head.  I always want what I can't have.  That's been true in my life for about as long as I can remember.  Most of the things I wan...
Posted by Evil Angel on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 03:22:00 PST

Pain and pushing yourself

Today I got my ass kicked.You know when you start off with a line like that, you're in for a real story.  I only hope this suffices.  Today I had my monthly CERT training.  We had our A...
Posted by Evil Angel on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:28:00 PST

Have the stars disappeared?

Let me preface this blog by stating that my world has been chaotic for the last couple of months.  Work has been demanding, money's always tight, my schedule has sucked and I rarely get to see fr...
Posted by Evil Angel on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 02:25:00 PST

My Wish

So, what another sad, sad day.  I took the day off from work so that I could go to the airport with my brother as he left for Bahrain.  Supposedly, he'll get to come home December 12, 2007.&...
Posted by Evil Angel on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 07:49:00 PST

Qualifications

Learned something about myself this morning...I had firearms qualifications today at 0800.  Couldn't get to sleep until about 3, because I'm normally up that late.  Slept like shit too, kept...
Posted by Evil Angel on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 07:51:00 PST

Vacation!

I'm so done working third shift.  No, really, I am done with it.  Starting today, I am on vacation.  And when I go back to work, I'll be back on second shift, regular people hours, wher...
Posted by Evil Angel on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 06:44:00 PST

Today

So I cried today.  Ahh hell, who am I kidding?  I'm crying right now.  Today I said goodbye to my baby brother, the boy.  I hugged him and cried and looked him in the eye and whisp...
Posted by Evil Angel on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 10:07:00 PST

Obsession

I'm giddy all the time now.  But that's okay, I promise.  For a little over a month now, I've been on Cloud 9.  Last month I was able to purchase a new(er) car, my first real car purcha...
Posted by Evil Angel on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 06:01:00 PST

Realization

So it came to me in a dream today.  This great epiphany.  Aside from your family, who should always love you no matter what, friends are what matter most in this world.  I'm not talking...
Posted by Evil Angel on Sun, 28 May 2006 02:57:00 PST

Who's the badass now??

This is a follow-up to my last blog, wherein I painted this gruesome picture of my younger brother becoming a certified badass before I do.  Let me tell ya folks, it ain't gonna happen.  No ...
Posted by Evil Angel on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 01:16:00 PST