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Somewhere, could it be today or it could be tomorrow, someone is crying, laughing, singing, and dancing, playing dress-up, drawing, saying hello, saying goodbye, someone is cutting themselves while someone else is looking for a brighter rainbow, someone is lying, someone could be dying, some of us could be wondering, why me?, who am I?, or is this the meaning of life...to die?
Someone at this very moment is being overwhelmed by feelings of hurt, anger, desperation, happiness, sadness, fear, lethargy, or even anarchy...
Someone right now is becoming disgusted with their life because we all think everyone else's lives are better than our own. But...we have no idea what people go through. The agony, the hurt, the happiness, the joy or even the sadness.
No one takes the time to slow down and look at people how I do. Imagine how their life is treating them, why they look the way they do, why they walk, talk, and dance like they do. I want to know what makes them tick, what's the icing on their cake, and even the layers of clothes they hide in the closet. Could it be due to shame, or are they just unorganized? Maybe I'll never know, for the fear that I have when I meet someone, the fear that their life could be worse then mine, that is my fear.
I have the qualities of a Nihilist - argues that Being, Especially past and current human existence, is without objective meaning, purpose, comprehensible truth, or essential value.
And if your not gone when I open my eyes, I can not be held responsible for my actions...
"Teir sa seans" - "Take a chance"
No one can love you more than, "I Do"...
♥ I love David Willer ♥ I love him more than words could express, and I plan on spending as much of my life as he is willing to put up with me, LoL. He is the icing on my cake. So now I can make my cake and like off the frosting too, because he is just too sweet to me. He's the kind of man who puts the butterflies in my stomach, puts a smile on my face even when I'm angry. He thinks my temper is sexy, and I think he has a cute butt. He knows what to say at all the wrong times, and forgets how to say it at all the right. I love imperfection, because to me, that makes him even more perfect. Love you Cutie.
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My Interests


? Cupcakes
? Movies
? Music
? Style
? Computers
? Cooking
? Video Games
? Animals
? Suicide Girls
? Tattoos
? Drawing
? Photography
? Modeling
? Scrapbooking
? Dancing
? Cosplay
? Anime
? Piercings
? Fashion

I'd like to meet:


Music:

? The Birthday Massacre
? Mindless Self Indulgence
? Alexz Johnson
? Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
? Paramore
? Lacuna Coil
? Hinder
? Aerosmith
? My Last Mistake
? Within Temptation
? One Republic
? Kerli
? Chevelle
? Linkin Park
? Avril Lavigne
? Evanescence
? Marilyn Manson
? All 4 One
? Rihanna
? Kelly Osbourne
? Carrie Underwood
? Hikaru Utada
? Katherine McPhee
? Lily Allen
? Stacie Orrico
? E-40
? Hoobastank
? Alicia Keys
? Jordin Sparks

Movies:

? 300
? Happy Feet
? Edward Scissorhands
? Save The Last Dance
? Moll Flanders
? Knocked Up
? Pride & Prejudice
? The Other Boylen Girl
? Becoming Jane
? The Toudors
? Sense & Sensibility
? Nanny Diaries

Television:

? Scrubs
? What Not To Wear
? Tading Spouses
? Nanny 911
? Parental Control
? Trading Spaces
? Degrassi : The Next Generation
? How To Look Good Naked

Books:

? Jane Austen
? Lisa Jackson
? Nora Roberts
? J.K. Rowling

Heroes:

I have those whome I respect and hold higher than most, and they all know who they are.

Above all though, I have great love and kindess to the Blind and Visually Imapired, they changed my life like no other could.
Thank you to Enchanted Hills Camp, and the Lighthouse for the Blind and Visually Impaired.
Also to everyone out there that has a disability, and never let life stop them from doing what they dream of.
You are my Hero.

My Blog

With Easing Words.

Could I be the one to change a broken heart, a crying child, a broken soul, a shattering teenage life."With Easing Words"To hold your hand,Walk you through with easing words,I could be the one.Wipe th...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Wed, 28 May 2008 02:01:00 PST

Faithless Abandon.

 In times of distrust and screams,  I abandon all that is becoming and truthful.  I become a common quiteness.  With no words to say,  For fear that the whole truth be reveale...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 08:47:00 PST

Not Today...And Uncomfortable With Tomorrow.

After reading a blog by Ambee...I've started to think, and realized how much I really do hate myself.I can look in the mirrors and see every damned thing I can't stand about myself.Everything on the i...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 03:16:00 PST

A crazy ass day...

Well, I now have a new Job here in Henderson, Nevada.I work at Target, and the lady creeped me the fuck out. :I filled out the Application at the little Kiosk desk.Then they called for someone to inte...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 12:25:00 PST

The Chronicles of a Beating : Without a Deeper Meaning.

I want the world to see how life has taken a toll on me. Yes, I am an angry person, and this is why...The Beginning : What it's like to suffer.She had have hated you since the first day you beat&...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 08:31:00 PST

Sweet Sanity...

It's getting tough, but easier to say no...I've been depressed, because I'm homesick, and mentally tired of simple bullshit...I don't know how to explain it, but I'm tired, or everything?I worry, and ...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 08:11:00 PST

Jokes I got from the Internet!

? KaedaInsanely funny jokes, I think! "Sex Signals"Two deaf people get married. During the first week of marriage, they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn off the l...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:27:00 PST

My Life, and Stickler Syndrome...

Sometimes I'm scared, but it's truly hard to admit. Usually I save all the tears until I'm alone and secure enough to shed them all...Most of the time, I let the pain and anxiety all build up until I ...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 11:50:00 PST

"Simple Mistakes" - poem

"Simple Mistakes"In too many places,There are so many different faces,To choose fromAnd in myself,I found a cure,To a pain no one knows of.In a lost place,I found a certain face,And apologize, I do de...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 04:00:00 PST

"Slipped Away" A song that has touched me deep.

"Slipped Away"Na na, na na na, na naI miss you, miss you so badI don't forget you, oh it's so sadI hope you can hear meI remember it clearlyThe day you slipped awayWas the day I found it won't be the ...
Posted by ¤ l{ªëðªe ¤ on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:11:00 PST