Another bump in the road. |
So here's the deal.The harbor is done after this weekend. Not my idea, but due to an old woman with a huge stick of paranoia shoved right up her ass both me and a man that has saved a lot of my ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 05:30:00 GMT |
As always, it’s been a while... |
It's been a bit of time since I last posted my thoughts. Some things have changed, some things have not.
So I start by saying I've been back to work for about 5 weeks now. My body feels li...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 19:49:00 GMT |
Here again... |
Well, it's another night and life is just not treating me any better. I'm feeling rather at a loss this month with people moving away, 4 alone through November 5th...that's not cool on any level...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 22:00:00 GMT |
Honor, Loyalty, Trust |
Honor, loyalty and trust. These are three words that best describe me; through good times and bad, even when I'm at the bottom, when I feel all hope is lost. These are traits I try t...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 19:37:00 GMT |
Going on week six... |
So I'm entering week six of being home...sorta...mostly. I'm going a little bit crazy...been doing stuff...but I feel utterly and completely useless...sorta unwanted...and basically..all around ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 19:59:00 GMT |
The woes of life.. |
Good evening my friends of Brunsangeles,
It seems I am falling apart slowly but surely. Today my doctor diagnosed my left hand with carpal tunnel; this would not be so bad if last week he h...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 04:54:00 GMT |
Depths |
I'm in the darkest depths of myself right now....
This feeling of anger is consuming parts of me, and it's all anger at myself.
Anger that things in my life could be different, people could be ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 17:54:00 GMT |
When suicide is painless.. |
I do not know about tonight, I don't know about tomorrow and I really don't know about this weekend. I've been trying to keep my head above water but it all seems futile at times. I just w...
Posted by on Wed, 23 May 2007 20:58:00 GMT |
Today...not a good day... |
I just lit my first cigarette in over four hours. I'm not trying to quit, the night has just been so empty. I think I'm starting to figure out, but it is very much like being a mosue in a maze.&...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 18:50:00 GMT |
Deep reflections.. |
I'm so tired. I've lost my way again and slowly wander back into the mists, back into the darkness that was once my home.It's different as you get older. Each passing day is another link t...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 22:15:00 GMT |
