Im Ryan aka Sayrab, I play D1 NPPL for Crims Underground. Fuck Bitches, Make Money"It happens on a random Monday, coming back from an event, or late on a Sunday nite right before you get on the plane and you're about to be frisked for the third time. You're driving, you're flying, you're sitting in an airport seat with the boys from the team. You're drinking stale coffee trying to stay awake, you're explaining the fat welt on the side of your neck to a confused stranger or a best friend. You're running through the sidewalks of LAX trying to catch a plane, you're coming back to the other life, the one without paintball, where no one understands why you do it. You're tired. You're working off little sleep, the question creeps up and you try to ignore it. Why do I do this? Why the travel, why the losses and the missed work, the missed school? The hours of practice and the complaining girlfriend. Because the lure of living the paintball life is to potent, and the products of the road and the travel are memories forever and trips and strange lands with stranger people. At tournaments, it feels like, for once, you are able to live as loud as you want. It's worth the sacrifices, it's worth all the bullsh*t. Because if you work hard enough a Sunday will roll around and you will be in the huddle, screaming with your hand in, one among ten playing for the world title. And suddenly, all those cliches you ever heard make sense, and you are defined. You say it to yourself and it means everything. I am a paintball player, and this moment, right here, is my life." -Matty MarshallLove Myspace Layouts Download Ringtones Cute Myspace Layouts Plain Myspace Layouts Verizon Ringtones Cingular Ringtones Alcohol Myspace Layouts MP3 Ringtones Emo Myspace Layouts Dark Myspace Layouts
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