man, a lot of things have been happening to me lately. a lot of changes. my values are changing even more, for the better, and i am not saying that they were bad before, it is just that now they are getting deeper or something, it is kind of hard to explain when i don't completely understand it myself.
things i have learned these past couple months have caused me to act, think, talk and see and sense things in a totally different way. i have continued to say things i don't quite understand but only know i need to say these things. the reasoning is what i don't always understand, but that is even now changing. i have started doing things that i once forced myself not to do, and it is so much for the better. i have finally lost most of my sense of pride and i feel better than ever. my thoughts have totally revolved around the core of what i have been so longing for for such a long time, the answer for everything, and life is so much more worth living for now, not that it wasn't worth living before but now more than ever. i see and sense things that most other people don't. i sense and feel the hurt in others, and it hurts me. i mourn and cry over the pain just like the ones who live it, and it has caused me to view things in a whole new perspective. i don't understand why i have these things changing but i know it is only for the better and i am blessed because of it. it is because of Him that i can breathe my next breathe, live the next minute for more than the one i am living in now. to show you how to live the next minute for more than the one you're living in now reading this. i pray my heart will continue to break until that last breath i take, and then forever i will be at the feet of my King who sits at the the right hand of my Father.
you.
i absolutely love music. music is how you look into the hearts of people. it tells everything about them. it shows their true emotions, true music does anyway. that is what real music is to me. i also love my guitar, my love. she is a beaut' i must say. mhmmm.ok, so i listen to a lot of music then, don't put a label on me, i have a wide range though you may not think from my list:project 86, squad five-o (pre-secular), payable on death, relient k, living sacrifice, further seems forever, stretch-arm-strong, mourning september, number one gun, b. b. king, blindside, switchfoot, everyday sunday, skillet, eric clapton, jimi hendrix, adam keeler , anberlin, norma jean, the afters, the chemistry, seventh day slumber, day of fire, stellar kart, kutless, underoath, johnny freakin' cash, hawk nelson, pillar, the wedding, forever changed, subseven, the mint, the beautiful mistake, the myriad, the chariot, copeland, lovedrug, falling up, kids in the Way, emery, as cities burn, spoken, the fold, mae, storyside, beloved, barlow girl, fighting jacks, sullivan , the showdown, mewithoutYou, colour revolt, showbread, august burns red, inhale exhale, thrice, dead poetic, after the tragedy, the new ending, plus bunches more.
there's a few i like. i like some of the classic early-mid 90s comedies, they were some of the greatest. but there are a lot of movies i actually like, i can't really list just a few so i'm not going to.
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i hate it. it puts us into a sense of mindlessness. the evil and vile ways of something that is suppose to entertain us just corrupts us.
first and foremost is my Bible. ..365 days with c.s. lewis. forbidden fruit: sex and religion in the lives of american teenagers. the end of days. jerusalem countdown. few others this summer but haven't gotten to them yet.
Christ Jesus, hands down