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CharitaLove

About Me


ABOUT ME
Alien. OCD. ADD. Frank/Honest/Loyal/Love. What you see is what you get..for better or worse:) clumsy and silly- but I've learned to just laugh at myself-what else am I going to do:) I love to do laundry because it's a simple accomplishment, I like to clean as long as I have a good vacuum. I seem to have a knack for helping people organize their lives..and especially love when I can do this for my friends-there's nothing like seeing a friend happy...it rocks! I've never been one to follow the rules of normal society...I make up my own.(then again, what is normal anyway??) I like to create anything as long as I'm moderately entertained and feel a sense of fulfillment!! I believe Art is therapy and you don't have to be an "artist" to try it....and when I say "art" I mean "create" and that leaves alot of options!! Everyday we are given is another moment to try something new-to engage in the unknown-get out of our comfort zones. I like social interaction but value my time alone... I am learning to be simplistic because simple is better. Less is More! I LOVE TO LAUGH, but don't hate to cry..."laugh everyday, (it's like inner jogging") I think I can come across as being sarcastic... because I tend to have a dry sense of humor (thanks to my girl Mandy G...xo) - however, it's misunderstood alot. I never intentionally try to hurt anyone, and do not understand people who do. I can be Quick-witted, air-headed and smart all in the same second. I'm a patient person...except when I'm angry or emmotional. (Or in LA traffic to many days in a row) I'm flexible in most situations but can become extra stubborn at times when I feel my independence is being threatened.(or just straight up grouchy...which I try to keep as minimal as possible) I desire to live open and unjaded despite some of life's experiences, however, I do tend to pull away in situations that leave me emmotionally vulnerable-mostly because of insecurity induced stupid pride though-I don't like when I feel I'm being played for a fool!! I have no time for it. Be straight up or don't be at all. I give the world a shot most days but end up periodically wanting to stay under the covers. I get carded for cigarettes although I'm a decade past legal age. I like to wear make-up, but hate to apply it. I like showers. If I take a bath, I shower afterwards. I am crazy, but not clinically insane...but that's a matter of opinion. I could go on, but my attention span is minimal and anyway, I don't really like to type...I can talk faster, and I think faster than I talk. I am random at times with my thoughts...some find it annoying, others find it confusing or strangely entertaining, I just find it me..
Music, Words, Paint, creating, Pain, laughing, heartbreaks, crying, again smiling, laughing, East coast Family/Friends/Family/friends West coast, my nephew Connor Logan, my niece Jocelyn Page, baby niece Ella Morgan, Loyalty, Love, Respect, Truth, Trust, Something, Someone, somewhere, I am blessed.....
I am what I am ... A little bit of Lion A little bit of Lamb ... Take me as I am.....if u won't, I don't really give a damn...because all I can be is me..and I'm not ashamed of who I am
THE NEED FOR CHANGE BULLDOZED DOWN THE CENTER OF MY MIND...
AND INTO THE DARKNESS I MAY FALL BUT I'LL FIND-MYSELF-MY TRUE WEALTH
LAUGHTER & JOY
"MUSIC IS THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS WHICH KEEPS ME ALIVE"
God's Gonna Cut You Down

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"WORDS ARE MY OASIS IN THE DESERT"
"PAINTING IS A LANGUAGE FOR EXCHANGE OF TRUTHS ABOUT NEEDS"
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My first pieces....acyrlic on photo paper
THEY CLASSIFY IT AS "ABSTRACT EXPRESSIONISM"....
I ALWAYS JUST THOUGHT I WAS "PLAYING WITH COLORS"
(some of my mixed media work)
"She Sells Sanctuary"
"Lovely Pain"
"Unsure"
"Understand Me"
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Member Since: 12/20/2005
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I AM WHAT I AM....AND I WON'T SELL MYSELF SHORT OF WHO I KNOW I AM...

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MUSIC

Led Zeppelin,Radiohead,Pearl Jam,Lou Reed-Velvet Underground,Jane's Addiction,Mad Season,Iggy Pop,Roxy Saint,PJ Harvey,My Bloody Valentine,Nick Cave and the Badseeds,PJ Harvey,The Doors,The Beatles,Sade,Tori Amos,Nine Inch Nails,U2,TheSmiths,The The,James,The Southland,The Cure,The Talking Heads,SigurRos,Primus,Inxs,Dead Can Dance,Depeche Mode,A Perfect Circle,Tool,Alice in Chains,Morphine,Opeth,Leonard Cohen,Pink Floyd,Massive Attack,Idiot Pilot, Love and Rockets, Ben Harper,The Stones,Flaw,Failure,Everlast,Rage against the Machine,Fat Boy Slim,Dave Mathews,Lenny Kravitz,Metallica,Nirvana,Blondie,coal chamber(Meegs),Kate Bush,Sarah Mclachlan,Fiona Apple,Interpol,Cat Power,Eels,Mazzy Star,Bright Eyes, The Clash, Erasure,Sisters of Mercy,Madonna,Coldplay,2pac,Outkast,Notorious BIG,Big head Todd and the Monsters,Imogen Heap,Mother Love Bone,Soundgarden,Nirvana,Tears for Fears,Bad Religion,GNR,Death Cab for Cutie,Joan Jett,The Pixies,Zack Wylde,Pet shop Boys,Air,Concrete Blonde,Nina Simone,The Cult, Johnny Cash, Tom Petty,Blur,Up the Anesthetic,Placebo,From First to Last,she wants revenge,Snow Patrol,ladytron,The Middle Class,Ween,The Binges,Queens of the Stone age,Gary Jules,Echo and the Bunnymen,Voodoo six, Sola Infrared,Doves,Millionaire,Charlie Wadhams,The Simple Minds,XEO3,East of Eden....I could go on Forever....

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My Blog

somethings in the way

underneath the masklips to microphonenothing left to say guess I'm better off aloneit's ok to let go guess I'm better off alone.somethings in the waymmmhmmmsomethings in the way yeahmmmhmmmunderneath ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 01:48:00 GMT

3 states

A constant state of transition.remission.intuition.I am and I have.
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 19:28:00 GMT

picture pile

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Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:16:00 GMT

From the house view

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Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 02:33:00 GMT

is blood blue or red

Is blood blue or red?am I half alive or almost dead?Is blood blue or red?All questions in my headThat conversation has fed to my jumbled mindand I feel led...to a place to beautiful to be kindAnd yet ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 00:51:00 GMT

time

decisionCurrent mood: peacefuli can only do this .....hate the oldlove the newwalk to anotherrun from youyou are a bad tastea time of wasteu tried to controlall u did wasput me on a rolli have no time...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:30:00 GMT

abide

u n your idiot side by sideand all u wanna prove is how u say i once liedwell another day i say i tried but now it's u I've denied and you cower and hide??u n your pride in lonliness to abidegotta get...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:16:00 GMT

more or less

not a moment to lateor a thousands minutes to dateyour absent worldin denial you are nothing what you made outyour just a reason to be less devouti don't want anymore of youi don't care 4 your shady v...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:15:00 GMT

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE(stupid girl)in the honor of a friend

You pretend youre highYou pretend youre boredYou pretend youre anythingJust to be adoredAnd what you needIs what you getDont believe in fearDont believe in faithDont believe in anythingThat you cant b...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 17:58:00 GMT

old blogs

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Posted by on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:18:00 GMT