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Still Wishing

stop trying so hard to make whats not reality be reality live for the moment and think beyond what's

About Me

CRYSTILE IS THE NAME. I'M YOUNG AND TRYING SO HARD TO STAY FOCUSED ON WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME. IT'S HARD WHEN YOU HAVE CERTAIN PEOPLE AROUND YOU THAT AREN'T BEING REAL WITH YOU ALL THE TIME BUT I AM HAPPY THAT I HAVE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT ME AND DON'T WANT ME FALLING FOR CRAP. I AM A SILLY CHICK FROM TIME TO TIME LOL!!! THANKFULL FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE IN LIFE AND EVERYTHING I CAN GAIN IN THE FUTURE. I REALLY LOVE POLICTICS AND FASHION..LOL YEAH I KNOW THEY GO GREAT TOGETHER SO FAR THERE IS A LOT GOING FOR ME AND IT'S NOT GIVING ME A EVEN BIGGER HEAD LOL I LOVE WHO I AM AND I LOVE MYSELF FOR EVERYTHING I COULD BETO ALL OF THE SPECIAL CARTER'S IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME EVERYTIME I NEEDED THEM.WHEN I WAS GOING BANANAZ YA'LL ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT THINGS WOULD GET BETTER AND TO NEVER STRESS THE UNSTRESSABLE.TO ONE OF THE CLOSET DUDES IN MY LIFE SHAWN CARTER THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE TRUTH AND BEING ABLE TO REALIZE THAT THE WORLD HAS SO MUCH TO SHOW ME, TO ONE OF MY BADEST COUSINS MRS.YASMEEN "CARTER" GASPER..LOL HAPPY NOW YOU KNOW SINCE YOY GOT MARRIED NOW I HAVE TO CHANGE THE LAST NAME, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME I KNOW WE BE GOING AT IT AT TIMES BUT WE ARE FAMILY AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE,TO MY LIL MINI ME CRYSTILE CARTER (A.K.A. BABY)YOU ARE SO TALENTED AND A TRUE GIFT FROM GOD I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU WERE BORN ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR IT WAS CRAZY SEEING NANNY DELIVER YOU AND EVERY SINCE THEN I KNEW YOU WERE SPECIAL TO NOT JUST THE FAMILY BUT TO ME, MS.AMANDA CARTER GIRL WE ARE LIKE SISTER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER EVEN THOUGH YOUR MY COUSIN WE ARE SO CLOSE TO EACH OTHER THAT IS NEVER GOING TO CHANGE EVEN THOUGH YOUR A LIL HOT BUTT NOW...LOL YOU THINK YOU GROWN BUT IT'S ALL GOOD, AND FINALLY TO MY LOVE MS.LAUREN CARTER CHICK YOU ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME EVERY SINCE I WAS BORN LOL YOU HELPED TAKE CARE OF ME AND EVEN NOW YOU THINK UR MY MOM THERE ISN'T ANYTHING IN THE WORLD I WOULDN'T DO FOR YOU AND YOU GAVE ME ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL GIFTS ANYONE CAN GIVE ME AND THAT IS MAYAH (MY GOD DAUGHTER) I LOVE THAT LITTLE GIRL SO MUCH AND I AM THANKFULL FOR NOT JUST BEING HER COUSIN BUT ALSO HER GOD MOTHER.I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH AND NO MATTER WHAT WE GO THROUGH WE ARE STILL FAMILY AND I KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME

My Interests

MUSIC, FASHION, POLITICS, SHOPPING,SCHOOL, SCHOOL, MY FUTURE,SOME MORE SHOPPING, LOL READING, WRITING POETRY....YES I AM SICK WITH IT WHEN IT COMES DOWNS TO POEMS. CHILLIN WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. TRAVELING, MEETING NEW FUN AND INTERESTING PEOPLE AND SOMETIMES I COULD FITIN A FEW LAMES NOW AND THEN, BEING MYSELF BECAUSE IT IS HARD TO FIND REAL PEOPLE THESE DAYS.

I'd like to meet:

stripes layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com
HotFreeLayoutsOUR DEEPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE. OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. IT IS OUR LIGHT NOT OUT DARKNESS THAT MOST FIGHTENS US. WE MUST ASK OURSELVES, WHO AM I TO BE BRILLIANT, GORGEOUS, TALENTED AND FABULOUS? ACTUALLY, WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE? YOUR PLAYING SMALL DOESN'T SERVE THE WORLD. THERE IS NOTHING ENLIGHTENED ABOUT SHRINKING SO THAT OTHER PEOPLE WILL NOT FEEL INSECURE AROUND YOU. WE ARE BORN TO MAKE MANIFEST THE GLORY OF THAT IS WITHIN US. IT IS NOT IN JUST SOME OF US;IY'S IN EVERYONE. AND AS WE LET OUR OWN LIGHT SHINE, WE UNCONSCIOUSLY GIVE PEOPLE PERMISSION OUR OWN FEAR, OUR PRESENCE AUTOMATICALLY LIBERATES OTHERS... width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

R&B IS WHAT I'M LISTENING TO EVERYDAY HIP HOP....MY BOY HOV HE IS BY FAR MOST UP ON MY TOP 5 LIST RIGHT NOW..(THE BEST) R&B, HIP HOP, RAP, GOSPEL, COUNTRY, ROCK, LATIN, ETC.... I LOVE ALL TYPES OF MUSIC. FAVORIT ARTIST HOV, BIGGIE, T.I,RAY-J, LIL WAYNE, DESTINY'S CHILD, JAMES BLUNT,KANYE THE MATSER MIND,BRANDY, ALICA KEYS FAITH, LUDA,LIL MO, MARY J,TLC, AALIYAH,SEAN PAUL,USHER,BEANIE SIGAL, AVANT, BOW WOW, CRIME MOBB,THE LIST GOES ON...... width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

I WATCH ALL TYPES OF MOVIES..WELL NOT ALL TYPES BUT I ENJOY A GOOD MOVIE WHEN I SEE ONE.. UMMM...I'M NOT A MOVIE FAV BUT I LIKE TO WATCH THEM FROM TIME TO TIME IF I COULD STAY AWAKE UNTIL THE END..LOLFAVORITE MOVIES A TIME TO KILL, THE GREEN MILE, TITANIC
Cool Slideshows

Television:

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL OPRAH ONE ON ONE PROJECT RUNWAY THE NEWS...LOL

Books:


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Heroes:

MY GRANDMA NANNY

My Blog

Me!!

Hey everyone....to my friends i am going to miss everyone. If ya'll don't know i am going to vermont for boarding school and its going to be a while until i come back...So i wont be speaking to a lot ...
Posted by I LET U GO WITH ALL THE TEARS I'VE CRIED on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 10:21:00 PST