Life is confusing. Sometimes I am me, sometimes I am not. Although I am trying to correct that. I have an unlived life. A part of me that has been hidden away as best as it could be for pretty much most of my life. Trying to be someone your not is not an easy accomplishment. Hopefully I will not have to do it to much longer. I have given up many times in the past only to regret it more later. Social stereotypes and stigmatism are pathetic and have controlled my thoughts and feelings for a long time. I have realized that it is a waste of time to care about things put upon me by people who don't care about me in the first place.
So for the first time in my life I am going to start doing things for me. Hopefully the end result is that I am happy. Since I have been miserable for the better part of my life, I figure what do I have to lose. It's time to start being happy.
I think it would have been much easier to just say I am TRANSGENDERED. Now that, thats out of the way. If you understand it then great, if not, I would suggest " Wikipedia" as a start. So now what? Yeah about that, I know I come off as a bitch sometimes, but really I'm not. I just get sick of listening to people's shit. Find someone else to harrass.
Otherwise. Minnesota born and bread T-Girl, who now lives in Texas. Hopefully not for ever though because Minnesota is and always will be my home, and I miss it greatly. I miss Lake Minnetonka very much. There is nothing better then a day on the lake with your best friends. I miss it so much. Shoveling two feet of snow off your car in the winter, well not so much, although snow is pretty.
Minnesota is home. Someday I will come back, hopefully I won't be the only one there when I arive.
So what am I really like. Ahhhm here you go...
I was born in Minnesota, I LOVE Minnesota !!!! and currently I miss MN really bad.
I LOVE snow. Yes I drive a big truck with four wheel drive. What kind of a chick do you think I am?
I barely graduated highschool, like I mean last in my class. I graduated college with a 3.7 gpa and top 5% in all engineering deciplines combined. I have two bachelor's degrees. Geomechanical Engineering and BS Geology. I got both of them from none other then the University of Minnesota.
I moved to Texas for a job. I work in the oilfield as an engineer. I cement casing into the ground for drilling rigs while they are drilling the hole in the ground. I make a lot of money and NO its not really worth it.
I don't care much for Texas!!!
I am a science geek. I love knowing how things work. Physics is amazing.
I love riding jetski's. Not the sissy sit down ones, only the stand up ones. I love my 05' Yamaha Superjet..
I LOVE the color purple, its my favorite.
I LOVE WHO I AM... I am original and weird, with a lot of litte quirks. I am random and crazy... I am me. I LOVE ME. I AM MY HERO.
Nothing is impossible. I am a testimate to that. I just needed to prove it to myself and I have and I am still proving to myself.
As for "THE" surgery. Yeah, been there, done that.. Doctor says "Its's a Girl"
I AM SHY. But once you get to know me I never shut up...
Calvin and Hobbes is my favorite comic.
