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Where to begin? Well i grew up kinda all over the place. I first started my journey off in Wichita Kansas and later moved to Holcom Kansas. When i was about 4 years of age is the age that i started to remember and completely came into this body. After Kansas we moved to SF Cali. It was fun there and i spent a lot of my child hood there. I remember waking up in ther morning, back then, and playing piano with my blinds in my room. Totally with my mind. Never really thought anything of it though.The beginning of wonderI spent a HUGE portion of my time trying to figure out what else is out there that i feel but cant pin point. I was brought up as catholic so i relied on prayer. My perception of prayer was a bit twisted because it seemed like i was always asking for something. Not necessarily material things but things that i wanted to happen to me, other people, what ever. Later on in my prayer i came to find the thoughtless prayer and the infinate possibilities in it. For a while i thought of it as just imagination, but i wondered if im not thinking about all this stuff then where is all of it comming from. thats when i finally understood what prayer actually is (for me). I knew that what ever it was that was feeding me this information was a much higher being then what i was and that i could possibly learn from it.Infinate truth in prayer and meditationSo my life went on. Knowing that i know that there is something more out there but not knowing that others know the same exact thing, i finally came across a being that really put things into perspective for me. His name IS. I partied with him about 2 years before he gave me my rebirth. How it happened was through a video game called Star Wars Pod Racer for nintendo 64. We were both playing it and he truns and looks at me with a blank face and when i turn to look at him he stares deep into my eyes and asks me," Why are you playing this game. You should let the game play itself." At first i was like what ever dude. but when i looked at his screen, he was playing the game perfectly. Yet, he was still looking at me. Now, how can a person play a video game with out looking at the screen? That was the question that ran through my head for about 5 minutes. Then all the sudden i started to catch the flow. I went deeper and deeper and it seemed like i was doing the whole prayer thing with my mind clear of everything but i was going further then what i have ever gone before. Next thing i know, I sense myself peeling away from my body and as i was leaving my body, i felt like i was become part of my buddy. Like him and i were becoming one.World Visitor Map Generator. Create your own today!