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About Me

Welcome to the world of Samm!I am Samm. I am not what you think, trust me. I enjoy getting pierced and tattooed. I love corsets a lot. I even have one tattooed on my back. Another passion of mine is cleaning. I love to clean because I love the feeling of accomplishment, being productive. I am not a lazy person. I also like to read and watch The Office. Im not sure what else to say. If you have any questions just ask!

My Interests

i really like to read and cook. i love to bake. i also like to clean my house. i hate having a dirty house. i like to have friends. and sleep. i love my bed. i love to eat. I love to listen to music. Play Doom on my computer, watch dan play games. Get backrubs, high, full, relaxed, wet, dry, up, down, backwards, upside down, etc...

I'd like to meet:

Whatever it is you are feeling Is a perfect reflection Of what is in the process Of becoming

Music:

In this order: Cradle Of Filth Lamb of God Marilyn Manson The Used...or anything that makes me think...The Supervillians Kottonmouth Kings Tech N9ne Hed PE Extended Network Banner made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!

Movies:

Thirteen, friends DVDs, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fern Gully, Little Nemo, Catch Me If You Can, Mysterious Skin. The Illusionist, Fight Club, Picture Perfect. Hook. Knocked Up.

Television:

Friends, the Office, Family Guy. i dont watch tv anymore. just on dvd.

Books:

i love so many books. please recommend some to me! I like "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Seabold and "Go Ask Alice" by Anonymous. They are both incredibly awesome books. I totally would recommend them. I am a big reader but the book defiantly has to be my taste. i also like anything by sara dessen like "someone like you", "that summer", "deamland" and "the truth about forever". "Digital Fortress" by the author of "the Di Vinci Code". I love the Harry Potter Series, its my favorite series of all time. I love books on mythology: "Dont know much about mythology", "Classical Mythology", "Mythology" By edith hamilton, and "The Illiad" I also like "In her shoes" "Interview with a Vampire" I like to read shakespeare. I own quite a few of his plays."A bride most begrudging" "Jane Eyre" "Balancing in high heels" I have this wonderful book that is the journal of Marie Antoinette, She is a very interesting person indeed. I like "peter pan" and "Mysterious Skin"

Heroes:

i dont really have any heros. i look up to some people in some ways like my mom but i dont really have any "heros" Layout Provided By CodeMyLayout.com - Myspace Layouts

My Blog

I’m not sorry

That's all I have to say to all the people who may be waiting to hear me apologize. IM NOT SORRY!There are very few things that I wish I could take back and if I havent apologized by now then I probab...
Posted by Sammalamm on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 03:53:00 PST

Entering: A New Era

June 19, 2008I am off the Seroquel. I tappered myself off that stuff. I really did help me at first. After awhile it seemed excessive. Like I did not need to be taking such a powerful drug. I have bee...
Posted by Sammalamm on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 11:50:00 PST

I feel sick

Can you imagine what its like to live in fear of being in your own body?Fucking, I can.But its getting better.I got off the prozac the end of december because my panic attacks were out of control. The...
Posted by Sammalamm on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:25:00 PST

going to the ER is no fun but im alive

monday morning sucked. it was about 3am and i had a very severe anxiety attack. dan took me to the er. they tested my heart, took x-rays, drew blood, gave me a valium pil about 3mg and 2 IVs more of v...
Posted by Sammalamm on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:10:00 PST

a weeks update

I have been on the prozac and xanex for almost a week now. my memory loss is great. i can hardly remember most of this week. i remember that right after i take them i get really sad. then i take a xan...
Posted by Sammalamm on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 09:47:00 PST

a scary new change in my life

today i started on prozac and xanex. i was really scared. i got very tired so i went to lie down. i could hardly move. then an hour and a half later something happened. my eyes were...
Posted by Sammalamm on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 03:56:00 PST

a near successful attempt to excape from myself

I want to be out of my head. I don't want to hear what my brain has to say. I wish I could leave it and go somewhere else. Somewhere where there isn't any pain. Somewhere where I don't know all the ba...
Posted by Sammalamm on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 12:02:00 PST

the best discription of myself

You entered: samantha rochele seslarThere are 21 letters in your name.Those 21 letters total to 82There are 8 vowels and 13 consonants in your name. What your first name means:..>..>..>HebrewFem...
Posted by Sammalamm on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:44:00 PST

To be young and in love

I would never have believed that I could be so lucky as to fall in love with the kindest, sweetest, most handsome person in the world. This man has it all; he is absolutly perfect in eveyway. I cant i...
Posted by Sammalamm on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 10:32:00 PST

Changes

ok i know a lot has changed this year. shane and i broke up in february and then he moved to california the 1st of april. i lived with a friend and my mom before finding my own place a few days ago. i...
Posted by Sammalamm on Thu, 24 May 2007 02:45:00 PST