------cool list------
tony nig ritacco - bff status
devboard - bf status
kat von d - art
dr. phil - wisdom
david beckham - strength
shaun white - accuracy
lance armstrong - heart
adam sandler - humor
"there's no such thing as a hero-only ordinary people asked to do extraordinary things in terrible circumstances and delivering"
------who? well,------
i could make it without you, but not wanting to is another story..
"In the end inspiration is everything, its all we've got"
7/13 i don't like sweet tea
5/2 i'm surrounded, but alone.
4/24 i held a human heart today
4/2 an 80 year old man looked at me with eyes full of tears and asked me what he did to deserve to be living like this.
3/20 i did a flip over ajays back. we're talented, and i'm bruised.
2/25 the loser below flipped me off via sunroof today haha. and i'm excited for tomarrow.
2/24 justin k gives painful hugs. austin g and i wore underwear with the same pattern and colors today.
2/23 "life is a maze, and love is a riddle"
2/15 first valentines day i didn't completely dread. it ended up being pretty hilarious. oh yeah, and fathers fucking fail. FAIL.
12/10 i graduated, bring on the cash :]
all this shit weather is kicking my cars ass =/
i've been writing a lot lately, and reconnecting with old friends. some have been good, some not so good, but its cool getting to see everyone again.
11/12 haven't been on in awhile, mostly due to music. i've been writing a lot lately, and it feels so good to start back up again. my other half is moving away to Misery, Missouri =/
9/30 ahhh ouch. i hate having to over-work myself so much and try so hard for so little, but i hate giving up even more..its been rough
9/18 you be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground and i'll be the wings to keep your heart in the clouds
9/14 i like the way you kiss my nose
9/12 i can't begin to explain today..
1. you're my fiction now, and you can't keep coming back like this, i let you go. i need you to stay gone.
2. i'm not strong as a person, i'm still needing you as a mother and a guide
3. maybe, maybe not..my hopes may be too high
9/3 its so hard to do this; i need you to be here for me, like i am for you. i can't do it alone.
8/22 awesomely horrible day; sticking me with the mother that i have was Gods way of saying "fuck you megan, fuck you" thanks to DIZZLE and ALIE, i'm cheerin up =D
8/20 surgery went alright. except, stitches suck, so i pulled the annoying ones out. i wasn't prescribed ANY painkillers..so i'm tryin to sleep it off
8/10 i'm back, but i'm not ready to be home yet
8/8 i'm sunburnt like no other. i guess thats the price you pay for a day at carowinds. i'm coming home tomarrow, sort of bittersweet. i'm sad to be leaving, but happy to be coming home. i get to see lots of people i haven't seen in forever! i'm excited =]
8/6 so yesterday, i went to push someone into a pool and ended up doing a flip over her and hitting the bottam of the pool...fully clothed..haha it was pretty sweet. i'm still feelin like i don't fit in here, with all the fancy cars and money and ahhg. wierd. but i'm going to carowinds tomarrow! woot! its like six flags, only bigger and better, and with a huge waterpark.
8/4 it's 2:30 am, i'm in NC now. flight was okay, except i was pretty much almost strip searched. at least the frickin landing gear worked this time...bad flight expiriences. i love it here, but i'm feelin really lonely =/ thats the only bad part. i'm sort of missing people i should be missing...and still kinda sad. being here is supposed to cheer me up. but on a lighter note, i'm ECSTATIC about starting to write with my brother from another mother, mister graham crackerrr, real soon. our tunes will be great =]
7/20 i found a quote that i really like.."Often, It's the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destory them." and "Be with someone who knows what they want... when they have you."
7/11 i never cry. ever. but i cried it all out for the first time yesterday. went somewhere with someone who didnt tell me he'd be meeting us there, and cried it all out again. ugh i'm lame. i just want so badly for someone to just really realize that its what i need and that it was a mistake because i honestly beleive that could've been it. i just want so badly for one person to stick up for me and put their word in, because i know what i have to say doesn't matter in the least. for the first time in my life, i'm really missing something like this, and i'm not sure how to take it anymore...
6/27 soo, three stories for today...
uno-i wake up to a text from joey, breaking up with me. a TEXT.
dos-true story, no joke..my brother got shoes from the shoe store in the mall today for ONE PENNY. they kept ringing up as that, so they had to sell them for that. haha
tres-my neice called me nemo today because i was wearing a BRIGHT ORANGE SHIRT WITH A WHITE TANK so my mom said "better nemo than emo" i didnt know that orange and white were "emo" colors haha
6/17 i adopted a baby chipmunk last night, and found a baby bird today
its been awhile///sorry
5/11 me and eric bought joey some interesting bday gifts last night..haha
5/10 i lost a close friend not to long ago, and it really sucks. im not even sure why, but it hurts
5/9 i wanna snowboard soooo bad right now
5/8 my aim sn is ohhmegann23...get on and look at my info
5/7 i got this message today:
megann and kyle are going to culvers this week.and megans going to get kicked out.
cause shes a streaker.
5/6 im applying at menards
5/5 im not on my myspace or aim very much anymore
5/4 me and justin made a bet at pacsun...i won
5/3 i finally got my fender =]
5/2 my bed is amazingly comfy
5/1 i like running, but never have time to
4/30 my legs are super muscular
4/29 i drink more than i eat
4/28 i dont eat breakfast
4/27 frostie freeze has the best ice cream
4/26 i dont really like popcorn
4/25 i hate when my hands are dry
4/24 i can only drink out of small cups
4/23 i use aquafresh toothpaste
4/22 i dont drink soda
4/21 i dont like orange flavored things
4/20 i have the coolest animals in the world
4/19 i HATE doing laundry
4/18 a peice of plastic cut my wrist open today. ouch
4/17 i have a duck that acts like a dog
4/16 work sucks. my whole body hurts
4/15 family sucks sometimes
4/14 new song is almost done
4/13 i have a 98750984235 year old amp
4/12 my favorite color is white
4/11 i want 6 kids
4/10 i like making movies
4/9 im scared of really deep water
4/8 i still love ninja turtles
4/7 i cant sleep without socks on
4/6 i love cars
4/5 my favorite band changes every week
4/4 i have a neice named faith
4/3 im one of the very few people you'll ever meet that wont fuck someone over on a promise
4/2 im addicted to speed
4/1 my lip hurts. i need to stop biting
3/31 my ex's pretty much suck
3/30 i suck at texting
3/29 i want a green/black burton snowboard
3/28 hollister pisses me off
3/27 i have a sweet phone
3/26 im going to watch an autopsy next week
3/25 i have my aunt as a teacher for e-commerce
3/24 my shoulders are crooked
3/23 my birthday
3/22 my lucky number is 23
3/21 those prep clogs are the ugliest things ive ever seen in my life
3/20 i use pen every time i write. pencils blow
3/19 i eat ranch with everything
3/18 my dog is terrified of storms
3/17 i stepped on a jelly fish that washed up onto the beach today
3/16 i cant stand being barefoot for too long
3/15 i bite my lip when im nervous or excited
3/14 i got a sweet phone
3/13 i had to tell joey how to spell his middle name
3/12 i have an irregular heartbeat
3/11 my first dogs name was cody
3/10 i LOVE hockey
3/9 im allergic to peanut butter
3/8 mr. keen thinks im psychic
3/7 my birthday is gonna suck
3/6 im one big bruise
3/5 me and chase used the same bathroom today...haha
3/4 im an insomniac..3 hours max/night
3/3 i dont drink soda
3/2 my dream house is on the beach in the shape of an octagon
3/1 my shoe size is 8
2/29 my phone is a gray razor...with a lot of bite marks
2/28 im REALLY self-conscious
2/27 i cant stand fake nails
2/26 my brother blew up my pet turtle with fireworks that he put in its shell when i was 8
2/25 ive lived in 6 towns
2/24 i felt really fat today
2/23 i love my best friend. she made me happy cry today
2/22 joey is gonna teach me to swing dance =]
2/21 yeahp, he fucked up
2/20 probably one of the worst days ive ever had today
2/19 i have occasional panic attacks
2/18 i cant talk to anyone face to face about my problems, i have to write it
2/17 im scared to death of people knowing about my life
2/16 im stressin big time
2/15 today i realized that the most beleivable are most likely to let you down
2/14 v-day! im looking at you, holding my breath. for once in my life im scared to death of taking a risk, letting you inside
2/13 i got a letter from my dad today. i havent spoken to him in years. im too scared to read it
2/12 sometimes the things i think about seem so real that i feel like im going through it all again
2/11 i bit my lip when im excited
2/10 i have a duck that chases my cats and dogs.
2/9 i'd make a terrible housewife, i cant even do laundry right.
2/9 i used to talk to my brothers ghost
2/8 my brother blew up my pet turtle with firecrackers when we were little
2/7 double snow day. woot woot
2/6 my first broken bone was my ankle when i was three
2/5 i have a funny accent
2/4 tayler pfiefer/abby johnson is officially the funnest person ever [call us when you come to wisconsin] lmao
2/3 you'll never read this, you dont know who you are, but ill never forget you.
2/2 i have a lottttt of secrets
2/1 i'd rather cuddle and play video games with a boyfriend than dinner and a movie
1/31 my hearts not broken, its just bruised. i refuse to give up, ill find you.
1/30 boarding messed up my knee. i have to have surgery =/ and its bens birthday
1/29 i cant cook to save my life
1/28 i brush my teeth twice a day, and i cant stand the sound of anyone brushing their teeth.
1/27 i HATE haunted houses
1/26 when i was 7 i had chicken pox and my mom dressed me as a cheetah for halloween
1/25 i was with a ton of cool ppl last night. and going to be with a ton more cool people tonight.
1/24 i had an 6 pack when i was 10 =]
1/23 i used to be OBSESSED with TMNT
1/22 im efd on my espanol dos exam
1/21 its my moms birthday
1/20 eric yoss promoted me to "OFFICAL best friend" and im tayler pfiefers favorite person
1/19 me john cody and heather played rockband in my room
1/18 me and john jenson had a hot sauce eating contest at TB
1/17 i made an "out of order" sign 5th hour