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So Chris Brown has a song out called Yo (Excuse Me) . And it takes me back to High School even College. Back when you would get excited and your stomach would do all kinds of crazy shit when you knew that you were gonna catch a glimpse of "that" girl. That feeling you had in High School knowing that she was gonna be walking past your locker between 2nd and 3rd period. Or knowing you would have the opportunity to just stare at her for about 45min from across the lunch room. I mean that feeling that you had in college that would lead you to the same club every week just to see her. You didnt know what her major was, if she was a freshman or a senior. You didnt know if she lived in the dorm or off campus. Your friends would give you the pep talk which would hopefully be what you needed to hear to finally have the balls to at least say "hi" or maybe even what's up. But every week without fail you left the club telling yourself " next week Im gonna say sumthn". What happened to those days?? Is it so bad out there that now that we can careless about finding "that" girl. I think we've resorted to just trying to find the one that hasnt had sex with every guy in the club who has a bottle on his table. Now its easy to try and simplify it by saying you cant find a girl in the club. But lets be honest. How many girls can say that theyve never been to a club??. What Im trying to understand is this, Is this town called Hollywood so tainted and jaded and full of hoes (male and female) that by the time you find that one that makes your stomach do that crazy stuff, its immediately interupted with thoughts of doubt? Cuz lets be honest, whos a VIRGIN??? REALLY??? Not the " he only had the tip in" virgins. Or the "it was a long time ago in Cancun" virgins. I mean the real deal VIRGINS.I mean WOW!!! We all know that people only tell us what they want us to know,what we want to hear. Do any of us really want the truth? That she moved from Michigan but not before she had sex with half the students and the faculty in High School and the Junior College she went to. Then she went to Michigan State and had sex with the whole football team. Everyone even the cooks, her tutor, her professor, the professors aid, the dorm R.A,the guy that checks id's at the club, of course the bartender that gave her all the free shots, and the guy that she smoked weed with down the hall. I mean do I really need to go on? Do we really want to know all this stuff about our "baby"?? Its tough because no one wants to be alone, but no one wants to be the guy thats dating the girl that everyone had sex with!!! So now what? Ill tell ya.. As soon as we understand that we're all gonna get played at sometime. We're all gonna get hurt, mess over, cheated on, and lied to, then we'll be prepared which means we can move on. Not saying its not gonna hurt cuz it will. But at least we we're prepared for the worst. Youre gonna hear some stuff about that special person who you thought you knew everything about. You might hear some stuff that might make you look at that them and say "EWWW". But just remember , youve done some stuff too! Could it been the 3 girls you had sex with in the A.T.L during last summer in like 2 days or how you had sex with a girl Memorial day weekend that you met at the club in chicago with no condom. Now if ur actually sitting back thinking that it cant happen to you, then its gonna mess you up the most when you find out. YEAH I SAID FIND OUT!!! Cuz the bad thing about a secret is, more than one person has to know for it to be a secret. You never know who youll bump into in the restroom at the club that might know your "baby" VERY VERY WELL! So what Im trying to say is this. Though it may be hard, always remember how you felt when you were younger and things were simple. Because if you remember how you felt, then you can never lose the feeling. And though it may be hard to get over some things Im sure its better than being under them.