Orchid

Ok a lil update on me hehe...Well let's see...I love art, music, dancing, hiking & swimming. I hate shopping,winter, cold nites, gloomy days, & losing those you love the most. I like snow on a christmas day, costumes & pumpkins at Holloween. I'm stubborn, to a point, loving til the end, flirty & happy & crazy enough to make me sane. I just recently had back surgery to replace the disks in my back that were bad. I'm very grateful to my surgeon for not making things worse. He did a wonderful job & I'm able to walk again with very little pain these days. I love to design backgrounds & tags for my friends. I love them all & they are all worth spoiling. I try to be a good friend on Myspace here. If you have a problem or just need to talk to someone just hit me up. I'm a great listener & will try to give you the strength you need to get through whatever it is that is troubling you. I've been through alot in my own life so I know things don't always go the way you would like them to. I'm a survior of child abuse & molestation. I'm also a survior of domestic voilence from my first husband. there is not much you can throw at me that I won't be able to handle. As a survior I've become a stronger woman & don't let anyone take advantage of me. So at times you may think damn what a bitch but you have to understand that sometimes old memories come back & distort my day. I live minute to minute instead of day by day. things can change so fast at times that it is just easier to live that way. I have a wonderful man in my life that loves me very much. we have been together for 10 years & even though we haven't tied the knot yet he calls me his wifey. I get lost in his eyes everytime I look at him. well I guess that's enough about me. so if you've at least read this far & want to be my friend please send me a lil message with your friend request & tell me a lil about you. thank you for taking the time to get to know me. if there is something else you need to know about me please don't hesitate to ask. I'll answer your questions honestly always as I have no reason to lie about who I am. Come & see my Website I made to remember my son lost at birth. Just click on the link below. This is my adoption from adopt a nytmare. If you steal it you will get nytemares!!! So click on the image & go get your own shit!! This is Boris! He is my site watch dog so don't get any ideas or I'll have him eat you!!! Just click on him & go get your own...