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bspecial!

Happiness: We rarely feel it... i would buy it, beg it, steal it, pay in coins of dripping blood for

About Me


i love the way the wind blows on my face
and the illusion in my mind of a greater place
we are who we are... is what we believe..
what else am i put here to achieve?

this is me... take it or leave it.

this is player status... cocoa puffs make my life
i don't support the war.
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My Interests

music, basketball, books, finding the romance in life, coffee, friends, sleep, guitar and other various instruments, golfing, my family, truth, the rain, taking pictures, love.

i tend to take quite a few pictures of myself.

grrrrrr!

i hate waiting for flights.

bored♥

minnesota is cold.

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I'd like to meet:

someone who will let me love them.

Music:

dashboard confessional.

jack johnson.

baliiiiiii taking back sunday.

damien rice.

he is amazing.

Movies:

donnie darko.

the goonies

the united states of leland.

school of rock.

if bali's life was a movie. it would be my favorite.
this proves my point:)

Television:

I watch, Everwood, The OC, One Tree Hill, Laguna Beach: The Real OC, Road Rules, The Sureal Life, Viva La Bam, Roswell, Sliders, The Mountain, ESPN ill watch anything on there, anything on the history channel, American Dreams, CSI, and CSI: Miami LAGUNA BEACH BABY!

Books:

anything by G.K. Chesterton, C.S. Lewis, T.S. Eliot, Robert Frost, and Ernest Hemingway.

? whateverlife.com

Heroes:

my little sister sierra... she keeps me going through out the day♥

these kids.

new york! i love my team!
back in the day haha. i miss it.. ....

My Blog

the irony of love.

the greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time. having the wrong person when the time is right. and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life.....
Posted by bspecial! on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 08:43:00 PST

favorite poem.

you might learn something from this... read carefully and take it in. whenever richard cory went down town, we people on the pavement looked at him: he was a gentleman from sole to crown, clean favo...
Posted by bspecial! on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 08:40:00 PST

pretty perfect and legit.

and your lipstick lines my inner neckand your eyes have that weak effectof making me fall to my kneesand all i can do is hold my breathand want, and hope, and pray to deaththat you'll let me pick apar...
Posted by bspecial! on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:44:00 PST

red roses.

so i wrote this today.... tell me what you think. a red rose falls to its death. with one last gasp of air, it loses its crimson red skin. i am not love. i am not trust. i am not a cure. i am the bea...
Posted by bspecial! on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 03:56:00 PST

shirts and gloves.

When I'm back from the road and you're out on itand I'm tired of this distanceand I believe it's over-rated.And this phone tag game is endlessthe novelty is wearingI'm hoping time will passw...
Posted by bspecial! on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 11:54:00 PST

beautiful. sad. deep.

i just dont know what i want anymore. who i am. what i'm doing. i seem to be stuck in a reality that i never wanted. doing the things i never wanted to do. being the person i never wanted to be. i sit...
Posted by bspecial! on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 01:32:00 PST

newport beach and then some.

2:20 in the morning. i cant sleep. but whats new. so once i again i turn to trusty myspace and spill my feelings on internet paper for the whole world to see. my feelings are at the worlds grips. clin...
Posted by bspecial! on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:38:00 PST

life. liberty. and the pursuit of happieness.

i am not the person that i want to be. i never will be. and i wish i was. i love to easily. and my love is taken for granted. i love so many people. and in return i just get screwed. what am i to you?...
Posted by bspecial! on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 01:35:00 PST

your favorite song.

i want to quit you. are my expectations to high? its been nine day, but feels like nine years. i know i love you. i know i hate you. and i know i dont know you. but do you know me? do you really know...
Posted by bspecial! on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 11:53:00 PST

something worth your time.

so i've been writing quite a bit. and i've written a couple songs and i would like to know what you guys think of them so yeah read and tell me your opinion =) I Can't Fix You (Your Worst Memory)...
Posted by bspecial! on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:42:00 PST