I've never really been all that good at these things but I'll give it my all here.I'm not much more special than your average guy. I eat, sleep, drink, and bleed just like anybody else. Some of the qualities that make me unique are my ability to change, my million and one personalities (not really but yea), and my lack of responsibility. I'll go into details in the following passages.I used to be a very energetic person, quite often to the point where I would drive people insane. As I should have been growing up I remained nothing more than a child in a young adult's body. Eventually I crossed a few landmines in the road and it really started to open my eyes. I lost a lot of what made me unique over these past 2 or 3 years. Don't get me wrong, I still have my days where I'm just very happy and I'm wound up but I changed a lot. Some say it's for the better (myself included), some say it was for the worse. I feel it was better because I don't seem to drive people as crazy anymore and I don't know...it just looks stupid when I look back anymore. The few who argued it's bad said that I'm just not myself anymore. Which is a valid argument considering I killed the essential core of who I was - thank goodness for friends.My million and one personalities really aren't personalities at all but they're mood shifts I get for no particular reason through the day. A lot of times these aren't the greatest feelings but they're there. I can be happy one second and very cold and dark the next without anything major happening. I don't exactly know what causes it but I feel it's probably my overactive imagination. I'll start daydreaming and during the course of the thought I'll bring myself back with something that really hits home and it just affects my mood for the next few hours.Lack of responsibility is a HUGE flaw in my character that I wish I could change but haven't exactly found the way to do it yet. As many of you know I dropped out of school and told quite a few people different stories as to why I wasn't there anymore. Some I told the class wasn't being offered, I told some that my professors were assholes, I told others that I just needed a break. In a sense the last 2 are true but I guess I never made a good impression to begin with on them. So now I'm jobless because I quit Redner's (best move EVER) and now I need to find some money somewhere haha.Other miscellaneous facts are that when I'm angry I'm not irrational just brutally honest and sincere with people. I'm typically not happy with who I am because although I try to be optimistic I'm often realistic. If you're one of the lucky (or unlucky as the case may be) people that I call a friend you know I would go to the ends of the earth and beyond for you so there's a plus for adding me :D. I'm typically not a fan of meeting new people but I do it anyway and I really don't know why ^_^. If you really want an insight into me then check out some of my blogs I think they're public and if not oh well. Other than that if you wanna chat drop me a message and we can get to know each other.
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