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About Me



Does not my heat astound you. And my light. All by myself I am a huge camellia glowing and coming and going, flush on flush.

I am not perfect, nor do I think life is perfect.
There is no God, no fate, and nothing happens for a reason.
There is only you and what you choose to be your reality.
I am cynical to the core, practical and open-minded.
Ask me a question and I'll tell you my life story.
Sing for me and I'll give you the stars.

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My Blog

Darling, don't make love so hard.

I will rip down these wallsBurn everything to the ground in a sad attempt at risingrising through the ashes betterthan I was beforeBut it's never enoughAll I want is more, more, more.
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 11:00:00 GMT

Nine [mostly] nice things about people.

Yeah, it's anonymous, but I'll tell you who you are if you guess. 1. You are the most kind-hearted and caring person I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. But you're also pretty tough. You stick up f...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 11:54:00 GMT

Everything comes on the way down.

Newest poem. New subject. Slightly ambiguous. Caught between what could beand what was-The failure of my pastThe promise of my futureThe truth of it isI'm just another girl with a fractured ego- using...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 19:43:00 GMT

I cant seem to find what I came here for.

New poem on an old, overused topic. You bit my pretty little heart in twoOh, the forbidden fruitAnd, as the juice dribbled down your chin,You cried, "How about a little kiss?"You knew I'd give in-I ne...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 19:33:00 GMT

You could almost convince yourself of the rhyme and reason of heartbreak

What do you do when you can't feel? When your body shuts down to save you from the pain Everything you've built crumbles to the ground And you don't know how to feel anymore?   What do you do wh...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 19:45:00 GMT

Well I wonder.

I wonder sometimes if you knowhow much you hurt me.I don't think you do.You're too selfish for that.You were my firstin so many ways.But you used meand threw me away.You set me up for painand made me ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 06:25:00 GMT

The pawn

O Muse, beloved, in darkness dwellsthe deepest yearning of my forgotten heartlocked, long ago, in that coldest of cellsthe ever-dulled gem of your unfaithful love'Tis in that never shining star where ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 20:03:00 GMT

Oh, what a beautiful lie it was.

I think it will please those of you who have been worried about me to know that I believe I have finally had a break through tonight. After all this time and thought I believe I can say with some meas...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 21:18:00 GMT

And I hate...

The way I can't forget what you did to me. The way the term 'you' actually refers to two people because I've been treated like this more than once. The way I feel tainted. The way I can't just bl...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:46:00 GMT

Depression for the anxious and lonely at heart.

I'm so fucking depressed. And I know everyone has their ups and downs...I know it's normal to feel sad every now and then. But this is different. This is more than just being sad. I feel like this is ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 06:03:00 GMT