I can't hear anymore
the screaming is too much to bear, and excuses don't work this time.
tonight is the loneliest night except for all the other nights.
I remember when you touched my hand the first time,
that memory wont fade.Pieces of you everywhere,
I have a box of us in my closet
Denial finds me in sleep. Coughing up the waters we sat by in the wilderness.
nothing ever changes, nothing ever changes,
I want a real goodbye.The end continues, sucking me into the earth, I sink so far down
I can't see, and what's the point of taking pictures if the beauty has faded.
what's the point of writing my mind when I'm going out of it?
I had a box of crayons but your colors are broken, and every picture I draw is grey again.Such a dry creek and it has been for so long.
I'm so thirsty but all I can find is ground up pieces of the mountain I once stood upon with your shadow. Ground up pieces of you everywhere, I smashed you into silt, and every flower, I picked. I didn't leave any more to smell.The night lights swam past us in the sky, and I thought the world was falling through the universe while I held your hand waiting for Impact.
We crashed, we crashed, we crashed. When we slammed into life you slipped away.
Such a disastrous refrain.I only know now, I only know now, I only know now, I only know now.
The color told me as it sank clockwise into the drain and left monochrome.
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