Sarah

I'm a loner. I try to control situations that are completely out of my control and usually end up driving myself crazy. I am easily disappointed in others. I believe in love and hard work, not luck. I believe everything happens for a reason. I am probably one of the most impatient people you will ever meet. I'm shy until you have an initial real conversation with me that impresses me and gains my interest. I used to look at the negative side of things, but the last couple years of my life have changed that and now I find beauty and hope in absolutely everything and everyone. I don't get to know people that I should really get to know. I have a fairly frigthtening dark side. I love music. I love my family. My friends are also my family. I love Elka. I love my dog. I go to the edge of the earth for anyone, whether they are a friend or a stranger. I am loyal. I am caring. I am open-minded. I am giving. I am sympathetic. I am stubborn. I am determined. I am overly-thoughtful. I seem to have a knack for understanding the misunderstood, so I'm told. I can like, sometimes, sorta, be all philosphical and intelligent and stuff. I like to challenge myself, physically, mentally, and everything in between. I like when people turn to me when they need to talk. I am good at giving advice to others, and terrible at following my own. I would rather be in pain for a lifetime than watch someone I love suffer. I don't have many friends. Those that I do I would take a bullet for. I have no regrets, I think everything is a learning experience. I love talking to people with substance, especially those that really surprise you. I believe that we all have a lot to be pissed off at, and we all have a lot to be thankful for, and you have a choice as to which way you want to feel. Oh, and I'm afraid of windmills.