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say goodnight.......

you may never read this, but i dont care. these things i should have said already. if im sad its not because of you, its my own issues that i dont want to put off on you. you make me happy and i dont ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Jul 2009 13:18:00 GMT

END

closer the day comes when this will be no more. your changing more and more all the time......we are changing. to put so much of your faith in something that you knew could never be what you needed it...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 21:17:00 GMT

purple

my breath was ripped from my chest and my eyes were forced wide open. in one second everything changed for me. the room spun violently and my brain went numb. i let you get too close to me. i allow yo...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 14:59:00 GMT

ha

side to side, right to left, up or down.....nothing feels right. im here and ur there.....my feelings are real and your are fake. what should i believe now. your a liar, a thief, trash....a monster of...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 22:03:00 GMT

thanx

you left but you wont let me go. you pull me back and i expect you to catch me but i just fall. and i keep breaking. i cant be like this always. i dont always want to be half a person.  leave me and g...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 21:27:00 GMT

and i hate myself

if only it were so easy just to go away. to hide from everyone and never come out again. to bury myself alive from the inside out. to be engulfed by nothingness alone in my sadness. no sound no touch ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 19:02:00 GMT

what it all comes down to

if i say that i miss you.......i just mean i miss being near you. i say i like you........because i like you. i know.......... because i care. you say you miss me..........only to make it up to me.if ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 23:08:00 GMT

**********

why can i suffer so much on the inside and not die? am i going to live like this forever? my thoughts burn like fire scorching my soul. i have nothing left to keep me together. days turn into weeks an...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 00:12:00 GMT

i hate myself more than i hate you

my chest is heavy and  my thoughts are spinning, always spinning. i push them out and they flood back in. i cry them away and they soak back in. i want this to stop. its so loud in my head, i nee...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 06:41:00 GMT

if i told u would u really care? fuck it ill rant about it anyway

it doesn't make sense in my head. does it always have to be this hard,do you always have to be like this?what is the point of you being alive? if you ever feel the urge please do us all a favor and fo...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 10:00:00 GMT