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About Me

*my weekends are what make me the happiest. they make me smile and laugh as if ive never been to the place i love before.*there is NEVER a dull moment in my life.* i always take the side of my friends whether its right or wrong,in return you get called names and bashed but your friends will remember the times you stood behind then rather than in front of them. MY BEST FRIENDwhat doesnt kill me only makes me stronger. she is the one person that has always been for me and never agaist me.we fight and argue, but she is and always will be my mom.i love her with all of my heart and i hope one day to be a mom like her.i admirer and look up to her.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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..JOHNNY DEPP

SIMPLE.AIM+ME=samanthacelesteei will find him,even if it means me searching forever.
if i were given all i wanted here, my heart would settle for this world rather than the next.

GET TO KNOW ME THEN JUDGE ME...
forget the risk, take the fall...
if its what you want...
its worth it
all


im SAM..
i am 18.

I HAVE A BAD CASE OF A.D.D
loves to make life easy.
easier the better.
often forgetful.
i love music.
gonna make something of my life.
go places and explore the world.
i want to meet many different people from many different places.
always ready for a challenge.
dreams big but receives little.
im a christian.
natural.
my family =<33
loves tatoos.
they are very addicting.
thrift stores.
sometimes shy
obsession w/shoes.
and my own style.
careless.
non-painted nails
hippies.
outdoors.
loves to smile and be happy.
looking at the stars.
my special place.
playgrounds.
-tazo tea.
reading.
brushes teeth in shower.
cries when mad.
original
i like not "love" unless i really mean it.
i want a guy that can look at you and say i like you until he really knows what love means and can say "i love you" with his heart not his goodies.
new york.
yankees.
every breathe i take im thankful for.
often in the wrong.
mocha frapps.
weeping willows.
coffee
dancing in the rain.
magazines.
hates public restrooms.
GREEN.
my hair. it does what it wants. so ... I LET IT.
bare feet.
i am plain and simple but like no one else.
bites nails.
I LOVE WORKING OUT.
concerts
tegan and sara.
i wanna move away from here.
like being alone at times.
THIS IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING.......
im by far normal. i am gonna get somewhere in life you just wait and see

if i had one wish one dream and hope on anything in the world it would be for my FATHER to finally realize who i am and to love me as the daughter he brought into this world. not what i say or do and actions i participate in but for the undescribable person i am and have become. in the 16 years he has missed being apart of my life. i have one thing i really want and that is for him to say these simple words that mean everything in the world to me " But I loved her first and I held her first And a place in my heart will always be hers From the first breath she breathed When she first smiled at me I knew the love of a father runs deep And I prayed that she'd find you someday But it still hard to give her away I loved her first" i have never wanted anything more and i hope he knows this. unfortunately he is 1000s of miles away and i miss every memory we have even though there were few. i love you dad.

My Blog

what to do ... when you dont know what to do.

what to do... when you dont know what to do.                             ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 16:32:00 GMT

one thing can make a world of difference

dont know what to do ...dont know what to say ....why do things have to be this way??i wish i could stand up for once and say what want come out, but everytime i think about it my feelings seem to dou...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 15:08:00 GMT

everything was getting to good to be true

wow!! i feel like my whole life has came crashing down on me .you know when you feel like everything is a dream. everything you try to make out becomes a fogg. i mean so many things hav...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 23:53:00 GMT

why was i the biggest mistake she ever made ?

 why was i the biggest mistake she ever made ? -my parents are being more strict only thing is ...is that they tell me im not worthy of anything (pretty much saying i am not suppose to be herein ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 May 2006 18:54:00 GMT