i'm scared i'm always going to be the girl who is never enough.
I'm Renee.
Where's my goddamn drink..?
Double vodka & red bull please.
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Menthol cigarettes. Vodka, lemon, lime & bitters. Freshly washed hair. PostSecret. So You Think You Can Dance. Grape Hubba Bubba. Adelaide Crows.
'To kill, but not be killed.
To die, but not be died.'
The Boy.
We will have sleepovers, eat nachos & drink beer. We will sit outside late at night with blankets around us drinking apple & blackcurrant juice, counting stars & laughing. He will be ticklish & only I will know that. We’ll go to shows & hold hands & sing at the top of our lungs. We’ll make out constantly. We will go camping with a million friends. We will dance in our underwear to Justin Timberlake & Blink 182. He won’t care about my pathetic love for dirty pop music. He will know my favourite flowers are daisies & one day he will pick me some. He will sometimes come shopping with me & pick things out for me to try on. He won’t care how long it takes me to do my hair. He will come over during RSPCA Animal Rescue & hug me the whole time because he knows how easily I cry through out it. I will write him notes & leave them in his favourite c-d’s. One day I will write him a three page letter detailing each & every little thing about him that I adore. Those little things will be what causes me to fall in love with him. He will be the kind of boy that I would cross heaven & earth for just to please because the thought of him being slightly un-happy kills me. We will go away for the weekend & a hire a dodgy motel room & have the music up so loud people complain. We will spend all day in bed & order room service.
i know i am young but i don't want to be alone
if you could only just consider the two of us
i know, darling, i could be so good to you.
The people I would love to spend one weekend with, & consume copius amounts of vodka include:
Johnny Knoxville.
Bam Margera.
Ryan Dunn.
Wee Man.
Dave England.
Steve - O.
Brandon DiCamillo.
Rake Yohn.
Dude Ranch changed my life when I was 12 years old.
Blink 182.
Fall Out Boy.
Hanson.
Say Anything.
Mayday Parade.
Kisschasy.
Dashboard Confessional.
Peaches.
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
City and Colour.
In Fiction.
Panic At The Disco.
JamisonParker.
Justin Timberlake.
Old Silverchair.
Stealing O'Neal.
Alkaline Trio.
+ 44.
Saves The Day.
Anarbor.
Delamare
The Almost.
All Time Low.
Your Best Friend.
Barely Blind.
Motion City Soundtrack.
New Found Glory.
The Get Up Kids.
Miles From Home.
Better Than Toast.
E For Explosion.
Mercy Mercedes.
Girl vs Ghost.
Green Light Go.
Callahan.
Unwritten Law.
Forever The Sickest Kids.
The Antique.
Here Lies The Traitor.
The Great Escape.
Love Automatic.
Weezer.
No Use For A Name.
The Getaway Plan.
The Descendants.
Taking Back Sunday.
The Academy Is...
Cute Is What We Aim For.
30 Seconds To Mars.
Death Cab For Cutie.
Escape The Fate.
hellogoodbye.
Paramore.
Daphne Loves Derby.
Son, Ambulance.
The Spill Canvas.
Le Tigre.
..
Igby Goes Down.
Requiem For A Dream.
The Chumscrubber.
Drop Dead Fred.
Sixteen Candles.
Steve-O: Out On Bail.
Jackass 1 & 2.
The Notebook.
The Breakfast Club.
The Virgin Suicides.
Juno.
Ferris Bullers Day Off.
Haggard.
Pretty In Pink.
Superbad.
A Love Song For Bobby Long.
Empire Records.
Grease.
Dawsons Creek.
Wildboyz.
Degrassi Junior High.
Good News Week.
Big Brother.
Daria.
The Life Of Ryan.
Scrubs.
Boston Legal.
Hogan Knows Best.
Ren & Stimpy.
Viva La Bam.
Spongebob Square Pants.
AAAHH! Real Monsters.
The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.
The Bell Jar.
Catcher In The Rye.
Desert Flower.
But Inside I'm screaming.
A Woman In Berlin.