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Love's Lost Child

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About Me

I mean what I say and I say what I mean.

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There isn't much to say about me really. I don't smoke, I'm addicted to sex. Seriously into metal and, although I seem really unapproachable and intimidating, or so I have been told, I'm not that bad at all. I love going to see live bands. The best gig I have ever been to was Disturbed back in October. David Draiman is a God. Anything else you want to know, just ask.

My Interests

The occult, the night, darkness, gothic clothing, candles, vampyres, spirits, singing, EVP, haunted locations, tarot, black, the human form, making films/documentaries about things that matter, friends, music, concerts, Ouiji boards, reading, art, casting spells, rain, thunderstorms, tattoos, velvet, PVC, winter, death, beauty, imagination, dreams, mythology, ancient history, red roses, playing the clarinet, the works of H R Giger & Salvador Dali, observing humanity, intimacy, writing poetry/stories, honesty, people that aren't afraid to be different, unusual, getting lost in thought, the moon, the stars, pale skin, pain, extreme beauty, insanity, pleasure, erotica, fetishes, snow, meaningful/philosophical conversations, wild animals, wolves, men, women, lust, twisted minds.
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You need security.
There has been many changes in your life and
you have had to live in an unstable
environment. This has lead you to be suspicious
and always on guard. Your mind has a hard time
to unwind and this could lead to you having
sleeping problems, since you think too much.
People are a category you don't give much trust
at, and find yourself to be a better secret
keeper than they could ever be. Because in your
changing world you have learnt that you only
have yourself in all times.
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Disorder Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder : High
Schizoid Personality Disorder : Very High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder : Very High
Antisocial Personality Disorder : Low
Borderline Personality Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder : Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder : High
Dependent Personality Disorder : Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High

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I'd like to meet:


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Human Evil

What type of evil being are you inside?
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Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress.

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Music:

Cradle of Filth, Marilyn Manson, Nightwish, Staind, Disturbed, Lamb of God, Saliva, Opeth, Breaking Benjamin, In Flames, Rammstein, Smile Empty Soul, Alter Bridge, My Chemical Romance, Shinedown, P.O.D, Tenacious D, Seether, Drowning Pool, Incubus, Placebo, Godsmack, Soil, Aerosmith, Trivium, Still Remains, Creed, Korn, Bullet For My Valentine, Stone Sour, Murderdolls, Meatloaf, Children Of Bodom, Story Of The Year, Dashboard Confessional, Earshot, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Openhand, INME, Tsunami Bomb, Wednesday 13, Lacuna Coil, Leaves Eyes, Slipknot, HIM, Papa Roach, Evanescence, System Of A Down, Killswitch Engage, Mudvayne, Trapt.Basically anything with brilliant guitar riffs and screaming/operatic vocals.Take the quiz: "What Band's Symbol are You?"

Led Zeppelin's Symbols
The symbols of Led Zeppelin represent you best. You are an individual and you are different from everyone else. You have friends but each of you have your own personality and don't copy how you act from eachother. You're awesome! There needs to be people more like you!
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||| 30%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||| 16%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Movies:

Ichi The Killer, Audition, Dark Water, The Grudge, A Clockwork Orange, Donnie Darko, Eraserhead, Wicker Man, Blue Velvet, Independence Day, William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, The House On Haunted Hill, Vanilla Sky, Queen of the Damned, Drop Dead Fred, Eurotrip, Saw, Cujo, The Mummy 1 & 2, Interview With A Vampire, The Lost Boys, Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back, Pulp Fiction, Salem's Lot, The Butterfly Effect, The Dark Half, The Crow, The Jacket, Sin City.
You're fated to have a Dark love.
Probably a lover of things gothic, you're
artistic and original. Although you are a loner
and independent to a fault, all you will need
is him, and he will feel the same...

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^



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Television:

Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Charmed, The 4400, Hex, Family Guy, Two And A Half Men, C.S.I, Scrubs.
"I fall into a pit of darkness, wondering why
I should get up"
Life proved to be utterly worthless to you, and you
have yet to find a real reason to why we are
all here. There is no bright future for neither
you or the rest of mankind according to you.
Sugarcoating is not your thing and you prefer
the unmasked truth, even if it is horrible.
That is what you are expecting anyway, being
the true cynical that you are. When you meet
people you try to find flaws and reasons to
stay away from them, to justify your
lonlieness. But it's not like you believe in
friendships anyway, since human relations are
always temporary.
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Books:

Occult and Wiccan books, 'Want To Play' by P J Tracey, 'Tithe' by Holly Black, 'Vamphyrric Rites' by Shaun Clarke, 'Once' by James Herbert, Anne Rice books.
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Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
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Heroes:

My biggest hero is my best friend in the whole world. Paul, you have been through so much and still come out laughing and makin everyone laugh with you. You're one in a million. And Rich, you have the courage to be who you are. You guys don't ever change. Also my great grandmother. Still kickin everyone's ass at 81. Even after breast cancer last year. Love ya nana.
THE TRUE YOU
DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? Well I should hope so...Ive seen enough!
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? Telepathy. Just cus....
IF YOU COULD BE INVISIBLE,WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Everything
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET IN LIFE? Letting someone I loved go, just cus I didnt realise it then.
WHAT IS YOU OBSESSION? Death (Morbid? Me?)
WHICH WOULD YOU CHOOSE.. BEING RICH, OR TRUE LOVE? Neither
IN A PARTNER...PERFECT BODY? OR PERFECT FACE? Neither
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INDULGENCE? Everything
HOW MANT TIMES A DAY DO YOU THINK ABOUT SEX? It depends what Im doing and who Im with.
DO YOU WANT TO BE WITH ANYBODY ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? Yes
WHO DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? Hmmm....Thats tough. Probably Richard.
WHO IS THE BEST "FRIEND" ON YOUR LIST? I cant pick one! I love them all!
ARE YOU SUBMISSIVE OR DOMINANT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS? Either
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SITE? No
HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU THINK YOU WOULD NEED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY? Enough to live comfortably on.
HOW MANY PEOPLE KNOW THE REAL YOU? I don't even know the real me!
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SONG? I have loads. At the moment it's The End by Roadrunner Allstars
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? Black, red or purple.
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD? Don't have one
ARE YOU A DAYDREAMER? unfortunately (It gets kinda distracting!)
IF YOU COULD WISH FOR ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD YOU WISH FOR? To be able to fall in love again
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD UT BE? Everything
WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT YOURSELF? My eyes
WHAT IS YOUR BEST PERSONALITY TRAIT? Hmmm....People say Im a good friend
WHAT IS YOUR WORST PERSONALITY TRAIR? I can get quite moody
CAN YOU HAVE SEX WITHOUT LOVE? Hell no!
HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU TRUELY LOVED? One
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TIME OF DAY? Twilight
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Winter (Everythings dead, but its so pretty!)
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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My Blog

Tears

No matter how many you cry it never changes the situation. So I gave up crying. But lately I have wanted to cry so much it hurts. I miss people. Im not sure if people miss me but I miss them. Even whe...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 03:39:00 PST

Self Destruction

What can't you live without? Food? Water? Air? Now what can't you survive without? Friends? Family? People you care about and who care about you? There are many ways someone can destroy themselves, p...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 03:56:00 PST

New World

It seems the world has once again changed in my eyes. A new world has opened up as a new life has entered it. One of my best friends has just had a son, Bray. Unfortunately, I have yet to meet him. Bu...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 05:54:00 PST

Reflection

I have now been back at uni for a week and I have had no lectures or anything. Its been quite cool. The Christmas holidays were one hell of a rollercoaster of a ride. It was amazing to see some o...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:02:00 PST

Just....(Part 2)

Ok. Well, having taken a good few days to chill and think about things and put things into perspective, and with help from my boyfriend, I have decided how stupid, selfish and childish I have bee...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

Just....

Im sick of people saying how no matter what happens it will all be ok in the end. Which 'end' are they talking about? Life? Maybe. But if that is the case why can't the end just come now? Yeah, I get ...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 11:02:00 PST

The Bottom Line

If I die It is only my body My soul lives on In those who remember So do not forget For then I shall really be gone   Life on this mortal plane Is but a whisper in the Universe of eternity So wh...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 03:09:00 PST

Im off!

Oh yes. College is well and truly done. I passed my course with flying colours, which means that I get to go to the University of my choice (Staffordshire). Im so relieved I can't even describe ...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:01:00 PST

It's been a while

Wow. It has been months since i have had the time to actually write anything here. To everyone that I haven't spoken to in a while, my sincerest apologies. But my life has been getting increasingly he...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 03:10:00 PST

For Paul & Richard, just thought I'd let you know...........

Oh My God!!!! Last night fuckin' rocked!!!! Even though I only got something like 3 hours sleep & I had to go to college today!  It was one of those times in my life that made me realise...
Posted by Love's Lost Child on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 07:04:00 PST