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[matrix]

boys are stupid, myself included.

About Me


I can say most of you little shitheads aren't worth my time. I'm an asshole you could say, I'm a liar, an alcohalic, and a theif. I don't like most people, I talk lots of shit, and someone's life really isn't worth much to me. I really hate lots of things. I'm bitchy, I'm funny, I'm crazy. I love, I live, I hate, I cry, I will eventually die. I'm an addict, I'm untrustworthy. I won't die for anybody accept me. I can only save me from myself. Accept there's nothing to save me from.

if It gets you drunk it's good,
all alcohal will taste bad
don't be picky and choosy

I tend to hate people.
I talk shit, alot, and myspace doesn't mean shit. don't take me seriously. I'm a liar on here.

It's mah gangsta renegade! I'm his little azn

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My Interests

sewing, raves, music, romance, poetry, chuck palahniuk, reading, myspace, gossip, talking shit, taco bell, alcohal, syringes, photography, modeling, reciting quotes, fixing stuff I did to myself, fashion, glamour, makeup, hair straightening, sleeping, being hypocritical, being drunk, lying, stealing, showing people that they are not in control of their lives, being not me, being happy,

I'd like to meet:

I need a girlfriend.

Music:

Adema, AFI, THe All-American Rejects, Android Lust, Anyu, Apoptygma Berzerk, Assemblage 23, Audra, Augustana, Ayria, Bagman, Ben Folds, Ben Harper, The Black Crowes, Black Tape For A Blue Girl, Blink 182, Breaking Benjamin, Bright Eyes, CHildren Of Bodom, Chobits, Claire Voyant, Coldplay, Combichrist, Corpse Bride, Cradle of Filth, Cranberries, Creed, Cubanate, Danny Elfman, David Melilo, Dir en Grey , Dixie Chicks, Dresden Dolls, Drowning Pool, Eisley, Eminem, Escaflowne, The Exies, The Faint, Five For FIghting, Foamy the Squirrel, Fort Minor, Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13, The Fray, From Autumn To Ashes, Front Line Assembly, Gary Jules, Goo Goo Dolls, Good Charlotte, Gorrilaz, Gregory and the Hawk, Guster, H.I.M., Happy Hardcore, Hawthorne Heights, Izzy, Jared Boreson, Keane, Kelly Clarkson, Kittie, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, London After Midnight, Marilyn Manson , Matchbook Romance, Mindless Self Indulgence , Micheal Andrews, Mira, Misfits, Murderdolls, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Nas, Neurotic Fish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Nothingface, Orgy, Panic! at the Disco , Papa Roach, Paramore, POD, Radiohead, Rammstein, The Ramones, Rent, Sex Pistols, Sharyl Crow, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, Sourpuppet, South Park, Spineshank, Static-x, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Switchfoot, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, Three Doors Down, Thrice, Trapt, U2, The Vandals, Wicker Park, Yellow Card, Yoko Kano

Movies:


Fight club. Saw, Saw II, Battle Royale, Battle Royale II:Requim, The Matrix, The Matrix Reloaded, The Matrix Revolutions, Aeon Flux, Mission Impossible, Mission Impossible II, Simon Birch, The Grudge, The Ring, The Ring II, The Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Life as a House, Just Friends, Not another Teen Movie, Secondhang Lions, Walk the Line, Wedding Crashers, Forty-Year-Old Virgin, Wolf's Rain, Spirited Away, Castle in the Sky, Cool Hand Luke, Good Will Hunting, Alice in Wonderland, Treasure Planet, Napoleon Dynamite, Mean Girls, V for Vendetta, memento, lucky number slevin, 28 weeks later,

Television:

T.v. is a major waste of my time. But mainly when I do watch television.....beavis and butthead, futurama, monk, CSI, simpsons, family guy, malcolm in the middle, house, prisonbreak.

Books:

Lullaby, Choke, Fight club, Hatchet, Fugitives and Refugees, Stranger than Fiction, Twelve, Give a boy a gun, Crank, Survivor, Deathnote, I"s, Claymore, Ranma1/2, Invisible Monsters, Diary,

Heroes:

this is helluh, he's one of mah besties, and he's mah rave boyfriend. I fucking love him, he needs to get the fuck back here....fuck his parents, I'll find a way to get him, even if it means killing a couple people.
It's mah gangsta renegade! I'm his little azn

My Blog

Other people's freedom.

My opinion is, everybody deserves freedom. Freedom from everything...their own opinion of it. They don't need to be tied down, held up, blocked up, yada yada yada. Everybody deserves what they have, g...
Posted by [matrix] on Sat, 19 May 2007 06:23:00 PST

I'm matrix and...

I am an addict. I'm addicted to being addicted to something. I'm addicted to depriving myself of things I want. I'm addicted to losing everything I have, so I can try to get it back. I'm addicted to g...
Posted by [matrix] on Sat, 19 May 2007 03:54:00 PST

hopeless romance

matrix basically wants a girlfriend. Hahahaha. But not just anybody, not just some stupid "we're going to randomely start dating". I want to like someone, And maybe find somebody who I really think li...
Posted by [matrix] on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:49:00 PST

fuck it all.

Im done living for the party, for the rush, running away from the love that my family gives me. I'm done with drugs, all I'm doing is alcohal from now on. I'm fucking going home. Dammit peach...but th...
Posted by [matrix] on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:53:00 PST

addictions...

honestly, I"m addicted to alcohal, and shooting up. shooting up in general, I'm not addicted to the drugs in general, I'd shoot up water for the feeling it gives me. but alcohal and shooting up at the...
Posted by [matrix] on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:12:00 PST

trapped

I'm stuck in a place, and have no feel of control of my life. we live in a place where we are told to conform, and follow all rules of everything that they say will keep us safe. but is safe necessari...
Posted by [matrix] on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:41:00 PST

I can't fucking deal with this

so, lately I've been staying at a friends house, and lately, there have been more people "living" there in a way. one of them, I fucking hate her, she expects to live in. Last night, when I was fuckin...
Posted by [matrix] on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 08:01:00 PST

the start of a story

so, as being the matrix that I am, estera told me to write an autobiography. I think I might attempt to write myself a little story, as I am quite fucking drunk right now.everyday a new child is born....
Posted by [matrix] on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 02:39:00 PST

I don't fucking care what you think

the reasons I don't care about how other people think of me is because it really doesn't matter. I control me, what I think is my own opinion and the only one that could ever really contribute to my b...
Posted by [matrix] on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 12:55:00 PST

you're all oh so fucking stupid

you liars. you fucking lie-aholics. In a world where the overweight and fucking needy little basterds rule. You fucking truth-aphobics. Take something out of your life that happens and make it sound h...
Posted by [matrix] on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:16:00 PST