Andrew David

I hear the silence, and it surrounds me with noise I feel joy, yet it envelops me with sadness. Sadness I felt long ago when my feelings left me. I close all the doors just to drive myself into seclusion I feel free, yet reality strikes me in the back when I least expect it.My life is a bore, or so I thought. As if I wonder in my own dream Connecting it to my reality.The reality I felt all my life. I need something, something to free myself. To let me feel, what is there to be felt To let me see what is there to be seen, that is shown to the worldYet I sense my inferiority, that I am obsolete But I feel strong inside. I search for something even when it is just right under my nose. But I don't sense it coming until it is gone far, hard to reachJust like dreams it seems to be when I am far asleep. Drawing me closer to my fulfillment. But when I wake up.. it strikes me Like the passing days.My body is weak. But my heart is strong. Ready to face realities on my own. But how long can I go on?I say things, but I mean otherwise I don't intend it to be Wrong so it seems, but I feel better once in a while. I just need someone who believes.Someone who knows how it is to be. Just like me.I've got much to say but nothing to learn.. I've got this eerie feeling.. in my heart i burn. So much enticement.. so much of everything.. but still i feel empty, this feeling of nothing. maybe i just view life in different meaning.. for this lil' soul of mine.. for you it's yearning..