I get money ... Thats what I think about is how and which way am I going to get guap . There is more to me, however, I am a very goofy person but I do have a serious side. I been through alot so I'm not going to take anyones bullshyt. Ummm.. I don't have time for games or high school drama, this is the real world baby its time for surviving, not arguing over dumb stuff. Yupp... and thats basically how I think. I am busy 8 5 %of the day and I really don't care that much about myspace anymore so.. yup lol. but you can hit me up on facebook (Amber M.) wun
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For months in this relationship you've let me roam...
Now I just want to be with you, home..
Baby.....
I need you to tame me
Crave me, phaze me, play with me
Love me, hold me, heal me, cure me
Give me attention, affection competition sexual fixings,
Agrue with me, find sorrow in, hold me just to kiss me!
Catch my tears, fight my fears, join me in my growing years..
Baby I want to be with you among all my peers.
See baby....
I need you to guide me, watch me, rescue you me from my never ending pain,
Make me laugh, intridge me, educate me, and caress my pain
Seal my heart in a bag, put it you pocket and take it everywhere with you
I need you to keep me from hurting you by making me so into you
...
Can you tame me or will you be another lame to me
I need to know before you find shame in me
Karamel
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Postitoned in a dime room, the scene reitterates
Scrutinizing this grevious flashback like a tape
Tears ewll in my eyes unable to feel one of saint
I laid motionless in my bed feeling saturated
My eyes opened as I woken from the pain I soon hated
I sat up only viewing the puddle of blood I laid in
I felt emotions of anxiety and dizziness
Vomit shooting up my throat, crying, feeling hopless
Reaching for the phone, callin my nieghbor for guidance
She rushed in the house , ran up the steps to see a pity vision
Me surrounded by blood barf and tears as my cry risen
I felt unable to move, sick to my stomach, hissin
She carried me to the shower trying to drain pain
Then put me in a car, raced to the hospital like a game
Feelings of worry for my seed, I felt only shame
Before I got through the door I passed out seeing only white
Hearing yells then silence I see only doctors in sight
He said "Your baby is gone.." 'no this is a dream right'
My heart's in panic, screamin now "NO NO its not true"
Welling to self 'Why must this be something i go through?'
I had a hormonal miscarriage out of the blue
I was dismissed from the hospital and went home foolish
It was around 12 and I tried calling Julie to cool it
No answer, I was 3 tears, 2 sniffles and a shot away from a bullet
I had no on to talk to about the pain I felt
Not wantin to eat, sleep or breathe I couldnt stand myself
I was a failure in my eyes and no one could heal what I felt
I will never be able to hold my baby
Name him, Birth him, Sing to him, Watch him grow... DAMN this is crazy
From stress, hormones and pain, I am like his cradle..
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Amber aka Karamel
Birthday: 09/18/1988
Birthplace: Annapolis, Maryland
Current Location: Delaware
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Strawberry Blonde, with honey blonde highlights
Height: 5'8.5
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Too Much
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Snow Boots
Your Weakness: Babies and kids
Your Fears: God
Your Perfect Pizza: Extra Extra Pineapple and onions
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get money
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: So wuz up
Thoughts First Waking Up: So wuz up
Your Best Physical Feature: Everything
Your Bedtime: When my eyes shut
Your Most Missed Memory: Loved ones
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Lemon Snapple
MacDonalds or Burger King: ... Wawa
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Butter Pecan
Cappuccino or Coffee: Mocha Latte
Do you Smoke: Not Anymore, keeps the body pure
Do you Swear: Sometimes
Do you Sing: lol unfortunately
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: ... i dont know... honestly
Do you want to go to College: I am in college
Do you want to get Married: Most Definately
Do you belive in yourself: Strong belief
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Without a Doubt
Are you a Health Freak: Not really but I do encourage being healthy
Do you get along with your Parents: Yea
Do you like Thunderstorms: not by myself
Do you play an Instrument: steel drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ... no comment
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs: .. i said i quit smoking
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nooooooooo
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: i dont know what you want to call it
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: unfortunately
Ever been called a Tease: lol yea
Ever been Beaten up: by my brother
Ever Shoplifted: once...
How do you want to Die: happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happy
What country would you most like to Visit: egypt
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: not one in particular i just want to be able to look in their eyes and see there heart
Favourite Hair Color: ... i dont care.. probably black or brown
Short or Long Hair: doesnt matter as long as its maintained
Height: taller than me
Weight: enough to keep me comfortable
Best Clothing Style: I dont know
Number of Drugs I have taken: one
Number of CDs I own: i dont know
Number of Piercings: two
Number of Tattoos: two
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I dont regret I just learn
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