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m a r r e d by m a d n e s s

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About Me

MYSPACE IS PRETTY DEAD TO ME...EITHER DUE TO LAZINESS OR ITS OVERWHELMING AhHhhHhhHhhHH SOO MUCH SHIT ON THE SCREEN!-NESS...DON'T COUNT ON ME LOGGING ON MUCH...IT'S CALLED EMAIL AND PHONE CALLS, PPL.The name's Barbara, although most call me Babs or Barbs - the choice is yours. Interested in all, but master of none; I am quite the dilettante, which kinda makes me well-rounded, i guess. Categorization is too restrictive and I have never been one to fit in anywhere anyways :P too many personalities, but one thing is certain: I'm a geek. When I'm not plotting world domination, I usually spend my time being stupid with friends, reading, or drawing. If I'm not on the computer, then you'll most likely find me running around somewhere screaming out obscenities and stealing everyone's left shoe. :D That is all. poke

My Interests

in general, stuff...thats interesting. Um, i really love art (esp. surrealist stuff) which includes both gawking in wonder and slapping some stuff together myself. I usually don't touch paint cuz I suck severely, but that only makes me appreciate the work of others more :) Yeah, I'm the sketching, stippling type o' gal...Literature (from thought-provoking classics, to scifi/fantasy novels) is an obsession, philosophy greatly intrigues me, and video games are awsome too, although despairingly out of reach for impecunious bums like myself. I play the violin every now and again and find fiddle and baroque pieces the best, though my sheet music collection has only an abundance of the latter. Cooking is also a big thing for me - I can spend a whole day in the kitchen. Most of my free time is spent just hanging out with friends...I cherish nothing more than a good conversation.

I'd like to meet:

You. [exceptions of shitheads and lamewads may apply]
AIM silentlyf0rsaken Y! L_oO_n_i_e_spOon

Feel free to send all letters, packages, money, and contraceptives to...;)

~yours truly~
Reed College
MP 542
3203 SE Woodstock Blvd.
Portland, OR 97202

Sadness, scarab
with seven crippled feet,
spiderweb egg,
scramble-brained rat,
bitch's skeleton:
No entry here.
Don't come in.
Go away.
Go back
south with your umbrella,
go back
north with your serpent's teeth.
A poet lives here.
No sadness may
cross this threshold.
Through these windows
comes the breath of the world,
fresh red roses,
flags embroidered with
the victories of the people.
No.
No entry.
Flap
your bat's wings,
I will trample the feathers
that fall from your mantle,
I will sweep the bits and pieces
of your carcass to
the four corners of the wind,
I will wring your neck,
I will stitch your eyelids shut,
I will sew your shroud,
sadness, and bury your rodent bones
beneath the springtime of an apple tree.
--P.N.

Music:

i admit to being NIN obsessed, i love Tool, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, the White Stripes, The Strokes, Joy Division, Mum, Boards of Canada, Interpol, Sparklehorse, Stereolab, Autour de Lucie, Francoiz Breut, Sigur Ros, Giant Drag, Monsters are Waiting, Denali, Blonde Redhead, Siouxsie, Axiom of Choice, Crescendo, Platoon, the Muse, Nada Surf, Depeche Mode, RatM, YeahYeahYeahs, Dead Kennedys, Misfits, The Adicts, Agent Orange, Veruca Salt, The Appleseed Cast, Pearl Jam, Foo Fighters, Pixies, the Cure, the Mars Volta, the Doors, Led Zeppelin, Cream, Eisley, Section Quartet, Rachel's, Iggy and the Stooges, Les Claypol's stuff, No Doubt used to be fun, Coldplay, Q and Not U, The Colours, Stone Temple Pilots, Television, Devo, Cherry Poppin' Daddies, and i know im leaving out a ton of other crud, but all this listing is tedious. I'm all over the place.

Movies:

uhh the usual obsessions: Star Wars ep. 4-6 (when things were as they should be), LotR, Indiana Jones, Terintino and Monty Python films. I also fancy Amelie, A Tale of Two Sisters, Nacho Libre, V for Vendetta, Constantine, the Terminal, Crash, 28 Days Later, Donnie Darko, Detroit Rock City, the Red Violin, Dummy, The Pianist, From Hell, Trainspotting, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Mallrats, Equilibrium, House of Flying Daggers, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, Momento, Fight Club, Requiem for a Dream, The Machinist, Batman Begins, Akira, VHD: Bloodlust, Benny and Joon, Spaceballs, Robinhood: Men in Tights, Troy, Alice in Wonderland, A Flight of Dragons, and a whole bunch of other rad junk.

Television:

A box with moving pictures?? What is this madness u speak of?!

Books:

Anything by Poe, Orwell, Anne Rice, Stephen King, Lewis Carroll, Hemingway, JD Salinger, Sylvia Plath, Shakespeare, Katharine Kerr, Dan Brown, and Robert Fulghum. The Bounty Hunter Wars is definitely my fav collection - i loved the Firebringer trilogy - LotR, A Tale of Two Cities, Cyrano de Bergerac, Siddhartha, Harry Potter, Sophie's World, Things Fall Apart, You Don't Know Me, Brave New World, Crime and Punishment, Girl with a Pearl Earring, The Sound and the Fury, Heart of Darkness ...etc...manga are great if i can get my hands on em...Paradise Kiss and Death ^_^ and i tend to read a lotta poetry...C.E. Amestoy, Emily Dickenson, Frost, Anne Sexton, Heinrich Heine, John Donne, and the like.

Heroes:

Oprah's toenail...the big one

My Blog

generally disgruntled

So I get up this morning and they're totally oblivious. While this is generally my favorite aspect of beginning a new day, the morning sunlight curiously assuaging the terrors of the previous night, I...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 11:40:00 PST

no one's going to read all this

I desperately need an escape. Today was the first time in weeks that I have felt so utterly suffocated. And I'm not necessarily referring to the stifling 103-degree Corona weather. Life has been miser...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 11:26:00 PST

Hear ye Hear ye

So I logged on to my email and began to reply to a few messages when one in particular struck me. We're like each other's Muse/therapist...dunno if that's the appropriate foundation of a fri...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 09:46:00 PST

trent's voice is an orgasmic thrill

i think the title suffices to say how the show went. but just in case... HOLY SHITE OMIGOD HUBBA HUBBA WHEEEeEEeEEeeee WOWZA ooOoOOOOOOOooooo EeEEeEEeeeeEEeee!!! >explodes< Only thing i would've...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Sun, 02 Oct 2005 12:07:00 PST

eraser

Come to my heart, cruel, insensible one,Adored tiger, monster with the indolent air;I would for a long time plunge my trembling fingersInto the heavy tresses of your hair;And in your garments that exh...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 10:26:00 PST

that of which no one speaks

The memory of you emerges from the night around me.The river mingles its stubborn lament with the sea.Deserted like the dwarves at dawn.It is the hour of departure, oh deserted one!Cold flower heads a...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 09:58:00 PST

tengo que aprender espanol

Yep, its a sort of goal this year. Castillo stuck me in Spanish 5-6 instead of letting me take it easy in Elementary Tutoring so i guess that kinda just reinforces the fact...things seemed fine with O...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 10:14:00 PST

fill this in and ill love u forever

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 09:50:00 PST

FILL OR DIE, fiend!...pweez??

1.Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Fave Movie:5. Fave Song:6. Fave Band:7. Most Embarassing Moment:8. Are you a virgin?HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Are we friends?2. Do you have a crush/attracted...
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

gimme a break...giiiiimmme a break....

i've entered the twilight zone...and it feels like an episode of Degrassi. oh Steph, only u truly know my pain >lol<
Posted by m a r r e d by m a d n e s s on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST