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a place for me to rant on about my life... and my poetry

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id never of thought

a few years ago i thought my life sucked... i thought i had hit as far to the bottom as i could get... but living the life i am now, i would do anything to have the life i had before... you dont think...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jan 2010 12:09:00 GMT

so sick and tired

i hate the life that i live... i am stuck in a rut that has been going on for years... all i do is sit around and watch tv all day... and it sickens me to think about my life as it is compared to befo...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Dec 2009 16:51:00 GMT

somethings in the way

i dunno... my life seems to suck more and more... my sister seems to think that by having a positive outlook, that life will some how be better... but life isnt that simple is it... i tried that befor...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Dec 2009 19:41:00 GMT

another sunday

it seems like sunday comes too fast... like i can actually look back on my life and feel it wasting away... i feel crappy cause i hate my life... and i hate my life cause i feel crappy... its the neve...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Nov 2009 09:18:00 GMT

a poem i just wrote

i walk forward though this darknessthis darkness in my mind... i cannot see in front of me... i cannot feel anythingthis path has been here for forever and a dayyet i cant seem to find my wayi try to ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Nov 2009 08:01:00 GMT

loneliness

ive been feeling down lately... obviously i didnt make it in bc, and i had to come bak a failure... but now that i am back, it seems like my life is just a big waste of time... i have no real friends ...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Nov 2009 20:28:00 GMT

in nelson

so ive been here for about a week now getting settled with my new life, my uncle, his family and my new cousins... i also have a new roomate which is weird, or she is kinda... she has 3 children, whic...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Aug 2009 16:38:00 GMT

11 days to go

seems like its taking forever... but in 11 days, im gonna be moving cross country to the west coast (nelson bc to be exact) i hate my life... my life has sucked for the past few years, in a sequence o...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 20:08:00 GMT

another day

i dont know what id do if i didnt have this plan to move... my days suck sooooo bad, and i just wait for them to end and the next to start... i use to be alot more active... i use to go for walks for ...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Jul 2009 17:17:00 GMT

i jus dunno

so im trying to get my auntie in bc to get in contact with this woman so that i at least know shes real and not rip me off... but it seems that theres a little problem... and im thinking that i shud h...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 10:48:00 GMT