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my husband once told me, "you're confused...the way you dress, how you talk and the music you listen to is completely different from eachother." i thanked him for that comment. my goal in life is to be my own person. im definately not a follower, but i would yet to call myself a leader...i march to my own loud, obnoxious, and sometimes off beat drum...but it's my drum, and nobody can take that away from me. id like to think that im loved...i love to be loved, but who doesn't. if all i had was my husband, i would be okay...a little bored, but okay. i love to make people laugh...i love to make people happy...at times that gets in the way of what is best for myself, and i am slowly realizing that. i have friends, but ive found that friendships are so easly broken...all those people on my friends list are super cool people, dont get me wrong, but would all of them be there for me in the end??? good quiestion. um, as you can tell, i talk alot. i want to be a writer when i grow up...hehe, i want to overflow people's minds with random thoughts...and i don't care who reads it because those words are merely crumbs of the brain, my brain. for now though, im getting my assocites in production management. im super chill, and people like to come to me with their problems...which is strange because half the time, i dont know what im doing myself...but hey, if it helps i guess. my everchanging style keeps me occupied with how i can stand out from other people...its a job within itself really...ok guys...my new thing is being the best mommy i can be to my daughter Aarianna...or Elby (LB)...short for ladybug. i had no idea that when i brought her into this world, my world would change as much as it did...never have i felt this kind of love before and i am excited every time i see her face...even if it is 2am in the morning with spit up all over it...

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Make Grunge Hearts at OhMySpace.comi am not very passionate about anything...im still searching to find what it is in life that i fully enjoy. i used to write tons of poetry, and i want to get back into that phase...until then, the search is on bitches...

I'd like to meet:

id like to meet bill clinton...he seems so chill. other than that, i want to meet every cool person out there...you know who are, and you know who you arent. i dont like people that act certain ways around certain people, if you are that person, dont bother with me

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Music:

I go through my phases...rap, alt, rock. I'll give anything (other than country) a try. right now i'm into the fray, head automatica, motion city soundtrack, rock kills kid, james blunt, ti, rhianna, journey, kansas, the doors, anna nalik, three 6 mofia
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Movies:

my all time favorite movie is forrest gump. a close second is american pie (only the first one). other than that, im all about the comedies...like kings of comedy..."i came for some milk and cooookies"...hehe, cracks me up every time

Television:

I can't get enough Reality TV. I know I'm a retard, but I'm nosey. I like to see what going on in random people's lives, scripted or not. "Friends" are also high on my list. i'd watch desperate housewives, but with 500 channels, the damn cable company failed to give us local channels...i'll show them. they can't see me but i'm shaking my fist at them ;0(. ive recently fallen in love with family guy...that stuey...

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Books:

ummm, well i love Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code. Wally Lamb is my absolute favorite with She's Come Undone and I Know This Much is True...both must reads from Opera's club (which is a little embarassing, but whatever.) i also read Angels and Demons...wow that guy can write. Right now, im reading a book called Wicked...its about the dark side of the Wizard of Oz...the wicked witch of the west...did you know that she was a hermaphidite? yeah, me either

Heroes:



adopt your own virtual pet! Get Your Own! | View Slideshow Heros huh? i dont really have one that pops out of my head...nothing tradgic has happened in my lifetime...other than september 11, so i guess id say that all the people involved in saving all those innocent lives and potentially losing their own are my heros. anyone who can perform a selfless act has their name in my book...
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Posted by *~@shole~* on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 04:28:00 PST

she

she finds comfort in a bed of feathers softened by her despair she listens contently to heed others words whom yet seem to be faintly aware she's come across perplexed trials to become more of her own...
Posted by *~@shole~* on Thu, 18 May 2006 01:55:00 PST

crazy

crazy?  i was crazy once.  they tied me up, put me in a padded room.  i died there you know.  they put me in a box, buried me in the ground.  worms, they came in, they went ou...
Posted by *~@shole~* on Thu, 18 May 2006 06:16:00 PST