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Skateboards && heart-grenades

That's all we have now are fake smiles and broken hearts;;

About Me

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around? 1.I'm Jesika ((Jessica))
2.My names are Big Hooters, Fairie, Care Bear, Red, && the ever famous Firecrotch
3.I am a major music whore
4.I am NOT a whore
5.I'm really nice until you decide to piss me off; or I just don't like you when I meet you
6.I ♥ friends
7.I would die for my friends
8.My heart has fallen in love 4 times
9.&& been broken 4 times
10.I'm in love with love
11.Drugs suck, they ruin relationships
12.I'm goofy
13.I get jealous
14.Fuck with me && i will throw freakin nickles at your ass
15.I don't care what you think
16.I admit...I ♥ shoes
17.I love attention
18.I love being outrageous
19.If i don't know you, then we shall meet soon
20.I introduce myself to everyone
21.My older brother kicks ass!
22.I hate flippy-flops
23.My sunglasses never actually block the sun from my eyes, just the top of my head
24.I love blacklights
25.If you are a lesbian I love you
26.I love everyone anyway
27.Hanna, Nicole, Bean, Gina, Chelsea, && Kerstie are my bestest friends
28.I ♥♥ change
29.I'm pretty random at times
30.The littlest things amaze me
31.Glitter is the shit
32.Meat sucks
33.I have a guitar && don't really know how to play
34.I'm almost 16
35.South Louisiana is the shit
36.I love louisiana
37.I'm over half cajun
38.I'm Irish
39.I have a bad temper
40.Don't tell me what to do && we'll get along fine
41.I hate when people think something just because someone else told them too
42.Bitches suck
43.I sing for everyone
44.I suck at singing
45.Laughing is my hobby
46.Rainbows rule the sky
47.Stars are next in line
48.I write about everything
49.The Suite Life of Zack and Cody is the pimpest Disney show
50.I don't watch Disney Channel
51.Guns N Roses is my band, shut the fuck up if you don't like them
52.I was born in the wrong decade
53.I love the fucking 80's
54.I know everything about pop culture in the 80's
55.80's metal is the shit
56.I think alarm clocks suck
57.Spencer's && Hot Topic are my favorite stores
58.I smoke && I drink
59.Coke sucks
60.Dr. Pepper is my favorite
61.I love partying
62.I hate daytime
63.I get bored really easy
64.Sitting in random yards is the shit
65.I procrastinate
66.I used to be a big christian
67.Most christians are hypocrites
68.I hate hypocrites
69.Is my favorite number
70.I love crying
71.Troll dolls are cute
72.I hate being forced to church
73.I hate being forced to do anything
74.Polka dots stole my heart
75.Emo guys are hott
76.Punk guys are hotter
77. Girls are the hottest
78.Cigarette lighters burn stupid people
79.Carmeras are pimp
80.Pictures are pimper
81.Black && white pictures are pimpest
82.The song to my heart is Love Song .::Tesla::.
83.There are a few more songs to my heart
84.My friends can kick ass
85.Drawing is fun
86.I love acting like a kid
87.I usually have to act like 20 years older than I am
88.I think the girl from Delusions of Gradeur is HOTT AS HELL!!
89.Jewelery can send you straight to my heart
90.I love myspace
91.Black roses are my favorite flowers
92.Monsters kick more ass than Red Bull
93.Most things i love break my heart
94.I love fire
95.Works
96.Safety pins aren't so safe
97.I love the smell of gasoline && sharpies
98.I wish on stars && 11:11
99.I buried myself alive on the inside ot shut you out
100.I open up easily
101.I'm never okay emotionally
102.Pencils suck
103.Pens rock
104.I'm unorganized to the 108324976875613487 power
105.I'm absolutely in love with TYLER JACOB SPEARS!!!
Tyler, I know you don't want to talk to me or even be around me, but I have some things I need to tell you. I might like the girls now, but you are the only guy that I would even consider dating. I love you with all my hearts desire and nothing will ever change that. I don't know what to do with out you. I always want to pick up the phone and call you and hear you voice. You mean everything to me and always will. No one can ever replace the spot in my heart that you touched. You taught me how to love and loosen up in relationships.. to not be so sexual all the time and take life as it comes.. to joke around and not take stuff so seriously.. to be serious when the time arises.. to love whole heartedly.
I miss staying up on the phone with you talking about nothing and everything all at once. Laughing at the stupidest shit. I miss acting like I was mad at you just so you would come up behind me and put your arms around me and say you weren't going to let go. I miss driving by the junior high and waving like a little kid to you and you waving back too. I miss everyone telling me to shut up because you were all I could talk about. I miss the notes you would write and the things you would give me. I miss not being your girlfriend. I miss you being there for me even if I was over reacting. I MISS YOU TYLER JACOB SPEARS

Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable! Good Ridance ((Time of Your Life))
Green Day
Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you were to go
So make the best of this task and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredicteble but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang them on a shelf of good health and good time
Tattos of memories and dead skin on trail
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's somethong unpredicteble, but in the end is right
I hope you have the time of u'r life(3x)
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My Interests

music, boys, girls, rain, kissing in rain, pink, green, black, red, blue, mac & cheese, ramen noodles, guitars, drums, halloween, dresses, 80's, band shirts, good quotes, lexapro, crying, nail polish, axe, sharpies, spray paint, vintage, phones, roses, tattoos, piercings, blood, hearts, gum, lucky you, love, curiosity, laughing, smiling, smirnoff, red lipstick, eye liner, rings, crosses, butterflies, angels, fairies, care bears, candles, rainbows, shot glasses, beer bottles, belts, purses, teddy bears, comics friends, skateboards, mohawks, movies, games, computers, sleeping, shooting stars, sparkles, poetry, fuzzy robes, ties, pinstripe, unicorns, earrings, home movies, childhood stories, "i ♥ you"'s, "i'm sorry"'s, best friends, Northwood, lotion, stars, x's, o's canned air, fixing hair, makeup, dramatics, cars, driving, goofing off, showers, shoes, converse, heels, safety pins, vitoria's secret...

I'd like to meet:

MMM... Christina Applegate, Betty Page, Brody Dalle, Sara Jessica Parker, Hugh Hefner, Playboy Bunnies, Tiffany Taylor, && Angelina Jolie.The Sexxiest People Alive

Music:

My Name Is Jesika&
& Im A Music Whore Puddle of Mudd, Reggie and the Full Effect, Poison, Matchbook Romance, The Mars Volta, Bon Jovi, Creed, Drowning Pool, No Doubt, Sugar Cult, The Ataris, New Found GLory, Weezer, The Darkness, Sean Paul, Say Anything, Finch, Andrew W.K., Saving Jane, Ashley Parker Angel, Bubba Sparxxx, Alexisonfire, Avenged Sevenfold, Cadillac Don, Chevelle, Coheed and Cambria, Elysian Fields, Fuel, Green Day (old), Hot Hot Heat, Garbage, Iced Earth, P.O.D., Panic! At The Disco, Relient K, Stone Sour, Theory of a Deadman, Whitesnake, Atreyu, As I Lay Dying, Audioslave, AFI, Alien Ant Farm, All American Rejects, Bloodhound Gang, Blowling For Soup, Blink 182, CKY, Charlie Daniels, Def Leppard, Fall Out Boy, FFTL, Faith No More, GNR, HIM, Hinder, Iron Maiden, ICP, Jane's Addiction, Jimmy Eat World, Kenny Wayne Sheppard, Johnny Empire, Delusions of Grandeur, Supa, My Plastic Friends, Korn, Marilyn Manson, MCR, Metallica, MSI, Motley Crue, NIN, Nirvana, Nickleback, Ozzy, Otep, Pillar, Pink Floyd, Pantera, Quiet Riot, Ramones, Rise Against, Shadows Fall, Senses Fail, Saosin, Shinedown, Silverstein, Story of the Year, Tyler Reid, Slipknot, Stutterfly, Tesla, The Who, The Used, The Starting Line, TBS, The Fray, Tommy Lee, Underoath, Warrant, White Stripes.

Movies:

♠♠charlie and the chocolate factory,
♠♠skeleton key,
♠♠lords of dogtown,
♠♠rose red,
♠♠stand by me,
♠♠amityville horror,
♠♠SLC Punk,
♠♠Nightmare Before Christmas,
♠♠and porn.

Television:

♠♠nip/tuck,
♠♠that 70's show,
♠♠degrassi,
♠♠south of nowhere,
♠♠family guy,
♠♠yes dear.

Books:

♠♠Risk factor,
♠♠a seperate peace,
♠♠pride and predjudice,
♠♠secret life of bees.
books about:
♠♠horror,
♠♠vampires.
♠♠Anne Rice novels,
♠♠Stephen King novels.

Heroes:

Christina Applegate, Marilyn Monroe, Slash, Jimi Hendrix

My Blog

Don't let nobody tell you...

Do you know what really pisses me off?? People that see like your xanga site and make all sorts of conclusions on who you are as a person based on it. This chick commented me on my xanga and said that...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 02:57:00 PST

Blood Flow && For Now

Blood Flow The blood of shameful mortals with deeply lost souls satisfies his enduring thirst. Its cold draining from beneath their tender flesh to his dry, arid, desiccated lips. It runs red with gui...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:59:00 PST

Untitled

The days are stainedwith the painof life.A temporary placement,a dark dreary basementin our existance.There's always life before deathbefore life.Some choose a knife,others rope.Not very many have hop...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:53:00 PST

Maybe

They say we're too young;maybe.they say we don't know enough;maybe.They say we're too serious;maybe.They say we're confused;maybe.They say we're rushing in;maybe.They say they know more;maybe.They say...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:51:00 PST

Love

Love is sweet but it can beatat your heart;tear you apart.Never again are you going to see his face,or feel his strong embrace.You know he is bereftgone and leftyou standing thereemotions flowing thro...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:47:00 PST

Angels

SOMETHING I WROTE... ANGELS A boy lived across town,his mother an alcoholic,his father drowned. His friends comitted suicideleaving him alone,leaving no one for which he could confide. As his mother b...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:43:00 PST

Do You Feel Like A Man When You Push Her Around??

Face Down The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus   Hey girl you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up ...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 11:09:00 PST

WE KEEP HERPiES MOViNG!!

YES SO i GOT A WONDERFUL COMPLIMENT FROM MARY WEDNESDAY. SHE SAiD THAT i LiSTENED && i NOTiCED THiNGS OTHER PEOPLE DiDN'T. HEHE. i FEEL ALL SPECiAL iNSiDE. iT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER WHEN PEOPLE ...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:51:00 PST

i got some pleasure...

OH MY FUCKING GOD I'M SO EXCITED. EVEN THOUGH THIS REALLY MEAN. BRITNEY GOT HER HEART BROKEN BY LACEY, THE GIRL THAT BROKE HER HEART BEFORE AND THEN BROKE HER AGAIN. THIS GIVES ME SOME SORT OF EXCITME...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 06:55:00 PST

bye bye northwood

yeah so summer totally sucks so far. one of my best friends is leaving for NYC sometime, my uncle just died, and i'm bored as fucking hell in hallsville. well hanna rescues me some. hehe. but i'm extr...
Posted by Skateboards && heart-grenades on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 12:22:00 PST