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About Me

I guess My lifes a bit of a mixtape.. you never know what the fuck tune is about to drop, and then it does and it'll take your breath away. You'll never skip a track. Pretty grounded at the moment. Found my feet, found my best friends, found some direction and a fuck load of motervation. Not really sure of my identity. And we all know, that makes an "about me" a little harder to comence.
I just want to fucking have some FUN! =]
Your Most welsome to join me. Lets build this place up? and tear it down.
It's All mine for the taking.
.. And the Sex and the drugs and the complications ..
Are you alone,
Falling free,
Try your best not to forget...
To loose your memories is to loose your identity. I hate to feel my memories fade, I don't want to loose all the expirences that have shaped my existence. The resons i laugh and cry, trust and withdraw, love and hate. Yet i yearn to create new ones every day.
Join me.
I'm full of contradiction.
I care too much, and i don't care enough.
I trust too easily, but i find it hard to let down my walls.
It's all to much, but i'm alway wanting more.
I love and hate equally.
I am both too selfish and too genourous.
I am easily addicted, but i know when to stop.
I would do anything for my friends, but who are my friends anyway?
I think too much, loose myself in me, yet i am sponateous and do not think before i act.
I am subconsciously self-sabotaging and self-destructive, but i've learnt theres times when i have to look after me. I will never fail to suprise you, yet i'm oh so simple.
Whether you love me or hate me, I will Still be your addiction, your obsession, your fear.
[The sea's evaporated, though it comes as no surprise.]
[These clouds we're seeing, they're explosions in the sky.]

I wish that it was winter and we could make ice blocks out of it and skate on it and then in spring we could melt it and drink it.

You take the beat and run…
And run….


drown your fears in alcohol,
everybody spills and falls,
choke on every dream you ever
had


I rarley fall. but when i do...I fall fast. And Hard.
I will not judge you…..Judge me. I don’t care what you think.
I am not living my life to satisfy your standards.
Act now. Think later.
Lie to me. And it’s the end.
I forgive. But I never forget….
Simplest things are the best =]
I would do anything for the people who mean something to me.
I care more than you’d think.
I hold it all…. I hold it all when I hold you…
The sea's evaporated, though it comes as no surprise.
These clouds we're seeing, they're explosions in the sky.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



I would like to meet:

You..... If you think your up to it.

If your willing to be your self and open your heart.

If your willing to trust and not judge.

If your willing to smile and laugh or whisper and cry. to think and feel. to share whats real...........

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My Blog

Exile.

This time is flying by. This borrowed time [we fly] Am I loosing myself? In this darkened thought [we lye]   This deepened pool of colour. This deepened pool  [my eye] Am I loosing you? Ble...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 06:17:00 GMT

At long last it’s crashed, its collosul mass.

I've never told a lie,and that makes me a liar. I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire. I've never lit a match, with intent to start a fire. But recently these flames are getting out of...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 06:49:00 GMT

Shards of a moment.

    I pressed my ear to the ground & broke sound into four small pieces, like shattered glass or broken skin i closed my windows tight to shut myself up & away i tried to listen bre...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 04:33:00 GMT

Ecstatic.

It's a Fucking Beautiful Day.   Pandemonium everywhere, energy in the air. Everything feels so FUCKing good, warm sun on soft skin. No need to be anywhere, do anything, see anyone. Just to ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 02:19:00 GMT

I miss you.

Make.My heart Race.Make.Me want more, and..Take.This at Pace.Make.My breaths shorten.Make. My skin prickle.Please touch just a little...YearnFor the taste.The gentle..Embrace.  
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:58:00 GMT

Five.

[Crease] the page of day, [Break] the sun of morning. [Scar] the starless sky. Teardrops fall to [earth], The rain clouds [bitter black]. Lightning kills self worth. Stare at the ceiling, Want to fo...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:59:00 GMT

Justice.

My love. Your word. My trust. Your lie. My tears. Your empty gaze. My fears. Your Disregard. My fall. Your desire. My lonliness. Your reinforcement. My vulnerability. Your feast. My hurt. Your life....
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:28:00 GMT

My bitter hatred for you.

See the death black spider of hate; weave its web of lies.  Watch it link pain and depict, to a shimmering shaft of wry.  In the early morning see dew drops glisten in the sun. The tiny de...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:21:00 GMT

closure.

I want to go, to push it all away,I don't want to leave,don't want to stay.I don't want to rememberdon't want to forget,I want to move on,but not just yet...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:19:00 GMT

Angel Dust.

With tattered wings And tainted heart She walks Beneath her wings Bound in chains Dragging her down She walks Through the streets Hell on earth Searching for her heaven She walks The path grows dark S...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:08:00 GMT