There are many mornings
when i feel certain that
the first perspective is
irrefutably true: I wake up,
i feel the inescapable oppression
of the sunlight pouring through
my bedroom window, and i am stuck
by the fact that im alone.
And that everyone is alone.
And that everything i understood
seven hours ago has already changed.
and that i have to learn everything again.
I guess im not a morning person.
However that feeling always passes.
In fact its usually gone before lunch.
Every new minute of every new day
seems to vaguely improve.
And i suspect thats because
the alternative view-that everything
is ultimately like something else
and that nothing and no one is
autonomous-is probably the greater truth.
The math does check out; the numbers do add up.
The connections might not be hardwired
into the superstructure to the universe
but it feels like they are whenever
i put money into a jukebox and everybody
in the restaurant suddenly seems to be having
the same conversation.
And in that last moment before i fall asleep
each night, i understand everything.
the world is one interlocked machine,
throbbing and pulsing as a flawless organism.
This is why i hate falling asleep.
PS: Mike was here! Don't ever delete this or I will add it again.
someone capable of showing me all the beauty left in the world
i wanna meet this beauty : ]
The Alkaline Trio
Anatomy of a Ghost
At the Drive In
Augustana
The Blood Brothers
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Circa Survive
The Cure
Cursive
Death Cab For Cutie
The Doors
Early November
Emery
The Faint
The Frames
From First To Last i love sonny!!!
Glass Jaw
Head Automatica
Interpol
JACK JOHNSON
Jacks Mannequin
The Kinison
The Killers cuz brandon is HOT!
The Mars Volta
Mirah
The Postal Service
The Rat Pack
The Rocket Summer
Saosin
Saves the Day
The Shins
The Sounds
Tears For Fears
Thrice
Thursday
Tsunami Bomb
Underoath
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Shiny Toy Guns
The Format
Gary Jules
Metric
Boy in Static
Azure Ray
decemberists
The Perishers
Red House Painters
Rilo Kiley
Appleseed Cast
Ben Harper
Speechwriters Lic
Camera Obscura
Devendra Banhart
Iron and Wine
The Microphones
Sufjan Stevens
minus the bear
ben kweller
Neva Dinova
the watson twins
Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins
Damien Rice
The Elected
Fair
Elliott Smith
Frou Frou
Mates Of States
Planes Mistaken For Stars
The Sound of Animals Dying
Tegan and Sarah
Yo La Tengo
The Rapture
Moving Units
M.I.A
C.S.S
Candy Bars
The Pipettes
Tilly and the Wall
Headlights
White Whale
PARAMORE
Metric
Emily Haines
MAYLENE AND THE SONS OF DISASTER
UNDERMINDED
ELYSIA
KILLWHITNEYDEAD
KNIGHTS OF THE ABYSS
VERSUS THE MIRROR
JOB FOR A COWBOY
AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK
WAKING THE CADAVER
NORMA JEAN
THE RED CHORD
i just pretty much love music. The most wretched people in the world are those who tell you they like every kind of music "except country". People who say that are boorish and pretentious all at the same time. All it means is that theyve managed to figure out the most rudimentary rule of pop sociology; they know that hipsters gauge the coolness of others by their espoused taste in sounds, and they know that hipsters hate modern country music. And they hate it because it speaks to normal people in tangible, rational manner.
I am one of the biggest movies fans you will ever meet! I know almost ever line to any movie! But here are just some of my favorites!
SCARFACE
Dumb and Dumber
All The Nightmare on Elm St.
Donnie Darko
FIGHTCLUB
BOONDOCK SAINTS
RESEVOIR DOGS
Zoolander
Tommy Boy
Ne thing with JOHNNY DEPP
Drop Dead Fred
Gardenstate
REQUIEM FOR A DREAM
A CLOCKWORK ORANGE
pretty much ne movie that has a good plot... decent actors...and will envoke some type of an emotion out of me ....
Well i love the OC!!! Degrassi!!! SCOTTIE LOVES IT TOO!!! LAGUNA BEACH!! FUSE TABOO! and anything thats on when im bored outta my mind!
Sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs!!! sounds kinda dirty lol but its really not!!! great book really opens ur mind to a lot of things you never would have thought about!!! CHUCK KLOSTERMAN IS A GENIUS!!! "In and of itself, nothing really matters. What matters is that nothing is ever 'in and of itself'."
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