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close my fuckin' casket and put me in the dirt

support my drunken stage of gay pride! -mandda

About Me

i LOVELOVELOVE green! i have changed a lot since i graduated high school. i am more independant, and i am more outspoken. i finally got a fuckin car! Gilbert is my baby.. a maroon 1989 cadillac eldorado! i wrecked it tho.. i want to cry... but now i am driving mommas car. i dont like it but it is better than none. i am very opinionated and ill debate a subject til i win. i dont have very many close friends, but i like it that way. if theres anything you think you wanna ask me, and ill answer.
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My Interests

i absolutely love kids. i have been babysitting since i was like 12 or so. i am a big animal person too. i am always on here bc i have no life other than work, and most of my friends are in highschool still... so yeah. i love to read any kinda book i can get my hands on. i work a lot, but i get paid, so im all good.

i also have a livejournal... xxwarningxx, and i have a xanga too... hooterskmj18.. you can contact me on any of them if you want.


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What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. You now think that no one will ever understand you and you hate that fact. Though you are scared of what the effects might be if you would decide to let someone in so you keep a safe distance that you both curse and bless.
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I'd like to meet:

any one really. i love meeting new people. i dont care if you hate me or not. i could always yell at you to get my stress levels down.... but seriously, i love meeting new people.href="http://www.myspace.com/commonwealth_kentucky"bg Myspace Graphics
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Music:

311, ac dc, aerosmith, afi, alien ant farm, all american rejects, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, barenaked ladies, beastie boys, black eyed peas, blink 182, blind melon, michelle branch, , christina agulera, kelly clarkson, disturbed, evanescence, everclear, fall out boy, foo fighters, god smack, green day, gorillaz, good charlotte, goo goo dolls, hawthorn heights, hoobastank, incubus, jet, the killers, korn, linkin park, marylin manson, maroon 5, matchbox 20, metallica, mudvayne, mxpx, my chemical romance, nirvana, no doubt, papa roach, pearl jam, a perfect circle, pink floyd, p.o.d., puddle of mudd, queen, rage against the machine, red hot chili peppers (old stuff),reliant k, saliva, seether, semisonic, sevendust, shakira, slipknot, smash mouth, joss stone, sublime, sum 41, system of a down, third eye blind, thrice, three days grace, tlc, the used, wallflowers, weezer, white stripes, yellow card, cradle of filth, i love HIM, and there are a ton more bands that i like...

Movies:

American beauty, antz, any given Sunday, boys dont cry, the breakfast club, the color purple, dead poets society, double jeopardy, driving miss daisy, election, Erin brockovich, emperors new groove, fight club, FINDING NEMO!!!, footloose, generals daughter, gia, girl interrupted, green mile, groundhog day, the haunting, ice age, in dreams, the lion king, look whose talking, miracle worker, Mr. Hollands opus, patch Adams, o, overboard, the patriot, pay it forward, pearl harbor, prince of Egypt, remember the titans, rocky horror picture show, road trip, save the last dance, saving private Ryan, schindler's list, shawshank redemption, shrek 1 and 2, Simon birch, silence of the lambs, spitfire grill, steel magnolias, to kill a mockingbird, where the heart is, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, the wizard of oz, life of David gale, coyote ugly, blue collar comedy tour (both), days of thunder, garden state state of mind, fast and furious, Forrest Gump, girlfight, gothica, ladder 49, meet the fockers, memiors of a geisha, Mona Lisa smile, robots, pearl harbor, secret window, saw, sisterhood of the traveling pants, s.w.a.t, Texas chainsaw massacre, titanic, top gun, wicker park, jarhead,i looove ron white and anything he does, blue collar comedy tou movies, 10 things i hate about you, HACKERS, and MANY more.

Television:

gilmore girls, csi (all), law and order (all), true life, real world/ road rules, etc.

Books:

devils arithmatic, thumbsucker, big mouth and ugly girl, books like that. books on magick and wicca and stuff like that.
You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Heroes:

i dont have any heros. people arent perfect. when you put people up on a pedistal, you are just setting yourself up for dissapointment when they fail. i just love peole who have done good.

My Blog

makes me cry every time i hear it now...

She grew up with the children of the starsin the Hollywood hills and the boulevards.Her parents threw big parties. Everyone was there.They hung out with folks like Dennis Hopper and Bob Seger andSonn...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:15:00 PST

yay

christmas has been good so far.. brad, my oldest brother, and his gf and one of her little boys came up to visit... ian is too cute and too hyper...i picked out most of my clothes this year which is n...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:29:00 PST

why??

what the fuck am i here for? i cant help the guy that means a lot to me, i cant help my friends with their problems, all i do to help gets shot down, or turns shit worse... i cant take it anymore... i...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 10:18:00 PST

wtf is going on?!?

why are people so fucking stupid?? how can someone who was once gay go around telling everyone that it is a sin and that it is nasty and whatnot?? i hate people who talk like that, let alone someone w...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:24:00 PST

blue fucking october!

okay, me and kat went to the blue october concert at 4th street live... good fuckin times.. but yeah, the concert was great and the music was good. the crowd was pushy.. litterally.. but it was ...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:13:00 PST

last night

alright, so yesterday i had my docs appt. well me and momma are sitting in the office waiting to get called back and aleta calls me.. freaks me the fuck out bc she is supposed to be in school.. but sh...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 11:54:00 PST

its true.. im not....

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,Remember when y...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:21:00 PST

i got the bill...

i got the hospital bill today from my surgery.. my doctor told me it would be about 2500..the bill is 10948.05... thats a biiig difference.but the good news is that we dont have to pay for it.ahh, the...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:26:00 PST

you just cant write comedy like this...

so okay.. picture this... im walkin to my car to go to the store... i go to sit in the seat in the car.... i hear this huuge riiiiiiiiip... my ass is suddenly freezing... my pants ripped... not down t...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 08:21:00 PST

one day after....

well, the surgery went good. my shoulder is killing me, but thats mainly bc i wont take my meds as much as i should. they have me on oxycodone. 1 to 2 every 4 hours and im taking one maybe every 5 hou...
Posted by dont make fun of my de-de-de syndrome! on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 08:26:00 PST