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i turn 19 in a few weeks, im pretty excited about it. not much is gonna change, ill still be a little party girl with a princess exterior and a tough ass inside. you still wont get to know me, not really. the only people that know me are whom i call family, they know who they are. and i love them. if youre trying to know me because you wanna make a new friend, im not interested. i have enough backstabbing bitches, i dont need anymore. i think im gonna finish my drink now.

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it's gonna be nutz, but we'll have fun lol.

you, hey bitch this summers gonna be insane, but you know what, it'll be ok cause we're coming out on top!!! fuck lil boys they aint shit bg. love you.

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heroes, hard to discribe, so ill just say their names, carolynn ann wilcox, loving grandma (8-15-07) and danielle carolynn cherry, my daughter (2-9-07)

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My Blog

i want it to end

i would have done anything for you. i would have died for you, and you used me. now you only call when you want your masculinity reaffirmed, or youre having a bad day. you ever think i might be having...
Posted by nik♥ on Thu, 08 May 2008 06:13:00 PST

an indepth look at me up to 02 20 08

so im sitting here in front of my computer, bored out of my mind because instead of going off and getting wasted i decided to stay home. i guess the waste games just getting kinda old, i get drunk hoo...
Posted by nik♥ on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:34:00 PST

gosh....

lately i've been thinkingabout growing up and moving on in more ways than one.starting over is difficult in so many waysdealing with the loss of things and the beginngs of new life can cause your head...
Posted by nik♥ on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 02:07:00 PST

pain

you'll never know what went through my head last night when you said "fuck it"you'll never understand how you took part of me when you went.i tried to be your friend and just hold it in but alas that ...
Posted by nik♥ on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 04:31:00 PST

youll never know

you cant see whats right in front of yousomething rather someone who would brave the world for youfight the fightstand by your sidesmiles the whole timeyou'll never see that she was mebecause the enti...
Posted by nik♥ on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 02:25:00 PST

random

so hes kinda dorkyand shes a total babe ;)he laughs as she does her best model facehe doesnt see her like they see herhe sees this supermodel in a padres shirt and boxerswalking around the apartment s...
Posted by nik♥ on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 02:24:00 PST

unconventional pillow talk

i scream at youi lay on youi cry on your shoulderi punch youi wish you were himi flip you to your cool side when things get hotyoure soft youre sweetyoure covered in pinkyouve been my friend since chr...
Posted by nik♥ on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:10:00 PST

breaking bonds

stuck in a rutthat i cant get unstuckas she voices her disapointmentmy heart gives a shudder and anger fills my mind as we fall through timerepeating a dance we've done beforefear of a mimiced lifelig...
Posted by nik♥ on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 04:29:00 PST

ahhhhh .004

so yeah yesterday i tried to be hewoman and it blew up in my face....i got tired of everyone saying that they'd help me move my airconditioner into my room so i said "screw it" and did it myself... ev...
Posted by nik♥ on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:23:00 PST