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About Me

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I encourage and believe, but not in myself. One day without my friends would mean the destruction of my world. You'll never break through the barrier, you hate it, and I know it. I keep my past in the past because regrets and grudges are something nobody should have. The lies of the ones I love most are the strings that pull me along. To get through the day there are procedures that must first be taken care of. I am everything to you, but nothing to myself. While other girls doodle hearts, I scribble tiny stars-little wishes for everything to somehow be okay. I have stars in my pocket and the moon on a string. Love me, and I'll hand you the world. Hate me, and I'll show you how a bitch takes care of hatred. Too many pictures and music to spare is how I live. I'll love you untill the end of time, and that's a promise you can count on. Far off places of beautiful landscapes is where I want to be, if only I knew how to get there. Every second you are not around, I think of you. Nothing is as it seems. Don't listen to their lies about me. Know me for me. For I am nothing more and nothing less. Simply me.
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I want someone who just wants to be
near me. To whisper in my ear. To
hold my hand. To put my hair back
behind my ear when it falls in front.
To wrap me in his arms, tell me he
loves me, and truly mean it. And I
think I've found the one who will.
People say Love wasn't put in the heart
to stay, for love isn't love till you
give it away.
And I've given you my love.
And no matter what people say, I'm going
love you anyways. So baby, take my hand.
Let's fly away.
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Quotes at the end of the day you either focus on
what separates you, or what holds you together.
A guy like you needs a crazy girl like me. ♥
make love not war
& she's so scared to get close to anyone.
because everyone that ever said i'll be there left.
Like everyone and trust no one.
my dreams are infected with the words you used to say.
somwhere out there is something better.
and that something is worth fighting for.
Every story has an END,
but in Life every END is just a new Beginning.
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Veri Vi Veniversum Vivus Vici
By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe.
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My Interests

There is no one person on the face of the earth that would rather be with than my best friend in the fucking world, Ally. We have been through it all. New relationships and breakups. Lies and bullshit. Trouble at home and drama at school. Together we have stood, and forever we will stand, hand in hand. There is nothing we cannot conquer. The world doesn't stand a chance against us. Eight years and counting.. We know we will always have each other, even as we distroy the world. My best friend, my partner in crime.... I love you girl with every piece of my heart.

& baby you could have me in a heartbeat and you know it. ♥

My friends are amazing end of story.

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He had it.. safe around his neck... but he gave the damned thing back...
That should tell me something, shouldn't it?
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Books:



"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb"
"Before you my life was like a moonless night. Very dark but there were stars, points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire, there was brillancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

Heroes:



My Blog

Colorful

Erotic love runs through my veinsDraining out of my wrists and eyesFlying high with figments in skeins Dancing on thin ice, While falling fire marks the skiesSecrets spin our bodies' togethe...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 08:01:00 PST

A New Night Has Come

Through the shadows my heart yearned for light,Yet my fear of being hurt made me hide in the shade.My heart still hurt from the path I walked once before.Looking for one who can to heal it,I look not ...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:05:00 PST

Untitled Unknown

I don't know who wrote it, but I love it. I smear another wordI streak another lineDot the i's and cross the t'sTo make it read like you're mineThis is the way that abandonment readsThis is the way I ...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 06:52:00 PST

My Last Goodbye

Paint me Prettyso I can danceunder stars like gems;and love and romancesew me in stitchesand hide them under laceso I can fill this void;this empty spaceFix my heartspare me the pitybecause the sky gr...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 09:07:00 PST

Binding Chains

I tried to deny thisTried so hard to fight itI knew that I shouldn'tKnew full well you couldn'tBind my soul tightlyBloodied Chains of love shan't be taken lightlyI'll let my cold heart wither and dieR...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 08:21:00 PST

Living in Nightmares.

She's living in nightmaresevery color is in black and whiteher real dreams, nowhere to be foundtime slowly ticking awayby every grain of sand that's falling behind. stumbling down the roadshe trips ov...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 08:19:00 PST

Monsterous

My soul ignites in the darknessThe flame isnt tainted, its steady and trueIts free from fear, jealously, and confusion Hate doesnt even have the privilege to mingle with this monster. There is no lust...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 08:15:00 PST

Stolen

Please don't tell me not to cry,Please don't say there was a reason why,You don't know what I am feeling,Or how much I hurt,The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt,You think I should ...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:44:00 PST

Your Death

Cheers to you weak oneI drink to your deathI can taste your bloodI can feel your heartbeatSlowerSlowingSlowly....SilenceCheers to you dead oneI smile on your corpseYou mean nothingYou never didBe happ...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:41:00 PST

Thinking of You

It's late and I'm still thinking of you.Asking God, "Why does THIS love have to be true?"Why is there only love for one I don't think loves me?Why is there love for something that I don't think can ev...
Posted by °«ßína»° on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 09:56:00 PST