"Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( profile picture

"Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :(

..tsunaida kimi no te o..

About Me

~short ... and ... asian~
the only sure thing in life is change..

`` i can do all things, through Christ who strengthens me. ``
i hope the best is yet to come...
i think its safe to say: I'm a hopeless romantic..
stolen from a person i know :
...the real me...who am i?
i am many, yet i am none...
i am simple, yet undefinable...
my mind is perpetually flowing, yet my mouth seldom does...
it is defective i think; i can never find the right things to say...
too bad there's no return policy...
i am not perfect, i can only be purchased "as is"...
buyer beware!
but i have the capacity: to grow, to learn, to love...
i have grown, i have learned, and i have loved...
all i ask is for a second chance...
i'm sorry that i hurt you...
it's something i must live with everyday...
but you have hurt me too...
can we start over? let's find a way...
i am me, yet who am i?....
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an old man once told me fate is building a bridge of chance to the one you love...
fate is not something completely out of your hands; half of fate is what you make it - you try your best and do what you can...and if it is meant to be, that chance will bring you together...

proud tree hugger :)

.. tree hugging dirt worshipper ....

My Interests

i've learned that life can be a real.. pain.
band ; Spirited Away ; GTO ; Princess Mononoke ; Final Fantasy ; quotes; piano/violin ; flute

early morning basket ball nites:)

"You will not grow if you sit in a beautiful flower garden, but you will grow if you are sick, if you are in pain, if you experience losses, and if you do not put your head in the sand. Take the pain as a gift to you with a very, very specific purpose." - Elizabeth Kubler Ross

I'd like to meet:


The things that hurt us teach us..

Hope is the only medicine for the miserable..

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes...all you need is one."
- stolen from a friend

"If you're upset, call me. I won't guarentee I'll make you laugh but I can cry with you. If you ever feel like you need to run away, call me. I won't guarentee I'll persuade you to stay but I can run with you. But, if one day you call and there's no answer....I might need you."

Not all scars show...not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see...the pain someone feels..."

Music:

w.e fits the mood... I'm Still Here - John Rzeznik. Gavin Degraw - Follow Through. and instrumentals...

i am the beginning and the end,
i am the faith in your believing,
i am the color of truth,
i am the dreamer of your dreams,
i am falling in love,
i am the words of a prayer,
i am the silence in the music,and the music in the silence

Movies:

...How to Deal, A Walk to Remember, Harry Potter, Coach Carter, movies that bring inspiraton...

Television:

Dark Angel ; Charmed ; The OC ; Bleach ; Sorry I Love You ; Grey's Anatomy

Books:

Mysteries/Action ; Ender's Game ; war books :)

Heroes:

Andrew & Jimmy ;
Larry & Francis .
[m&m]

Khoa [l]

Him.. because he went through it, and he survived. and he loves all no matter what.despite all the disloyal people he has encountered, and all those who betrayed him.

He is almighty. He will be there at the end.

My Blog

World’s Strongest Dad

God never gives you more than you can handle. -stolen from j. duong...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:57:00 PST

Intangible fantasy or hard reality?

Every day the future becomes more real. The idea of college and life after college becomes less of an intangible fantasy and more of a hard reality.
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 12:47:00 PST

junk

ienai itami kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi yo.. itsuka wakariaeru kara itsuka ushinatte shumau no ka na..mamoriyuku sono omoi hitasura narihibike kimi o mitsukedasu(50)However it's a challenge take it l...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 03:16:00 PST

he's so cool. :)

...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:40:00 PST

kill ya

if it don't kill ya, it'll make you stronger.
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:36:00 PST

Too bad it's a secret..

I just wish there was something i could do, or say to help you through this.you're here. Thanks Lucas.member how i said "My family's so screwd up, nothing new would make a difference?"yeah.i was wrong...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 12:54:00 PST

You have to hang on.

You have to hang on. It'll get better, I promise.Goodbye Little Fella.She was right about one thing though, running away isn't the answer. 'Cause as messed up as everythings gotten lately, this is hom...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:15:00 PST

feeling worthless?

Count your blessings, not your problems. $20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 11:03:00 PST

sacrifices

Sometimes, we have to make sacrifices for the ones we love. Thats what my brother taught me.Max and ZacEither way, its a second chance and those don't come around too often. But I don't want to risk l...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 08:16:00 PST

Marines

A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a membe...
Posted by "Sarah[h8ed4Life]" :( on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:41:00 PST