Day One |
Day one without Chester involved numerous rounds of "Oh God what have we done?" for both Dingus and me.He's dead, and we made the decision to end his life to preserve his dignity and to end his pain. ... Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 23:29:00 GMT |
He was more than just a dog... |
He was my friend, and I will never forget how I felt when he died in my arms today.I love you...Goodbye Chester. Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 17:27:00 GMT |
Nothing Poetic |
Some people talk about death and acceptance as if it is a thing of poetic beauty draped in memorial services and festive celebrations of the individual's life.What a bunch of bullshit. Death sucks.It... Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 00:46:00 GMT |
Bull Plop |
What a crappy birthday week. It's a bunch of bull plop of my own making...I am sorry to all the family members who will be disappointed by my absence tomorrow. I am obligated to work, and I feel re... Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 20:49:00 GMT |
Pussy |
Yeah...I am a completely insane, selfish pussy.Chester is supposed to be euthanized in 17 hours, and I find myself with second thoughts, third thoughts, angry thoughts, and a whole bunch of other stuf... Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 23:49:00 GMT |
$48.99 |
That's what it will cost for Chester to be euthanized this Friday. I really don't know what else to say. Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 21:23:00 GMT |
Arbitrary line |
I just sit there watching him and hating myself. I keep hoping his next breath will be his last, and I despise myself for thinking that. I just don't want to have to hold him as they pump him full ... Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 23:28:00 GMT |
My little friend Chester... |
I've been through a lot of rough stuff in my life, but there is nothing that compares to watching helplessly as Chester deteriorates day by day.I don't want to hear one more person come up to me and s... Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:38:00 GMT |
kim kardashian (I deliberately did not capitalize the name.) |
Who the fuck is kim kardashian?I know that I tend to keep myself in a Sci-fi/House/CNN bubble dealing with what I watch on TV, but I logged onto myspace today and received a bulletin which told me tha... Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 08:20:00 GMT |
Friday Night...Phone Call Awakening...Cannot Re-enter Sleep |
Nate, Dingus, Bryan, and I all watched Battlestar Galactica tonight, as is our normal Friday night routine.It was an amazing episode with betrayal, shooting, Cylons, and "Roslin Rebound".Nate is irrit... Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 22:52:00 GMT |