Hi there, guys. I am one of those people that never quite fits in no matter where they are or who they are with, and at the same time I can potentially get along with practically anybody (the exception being stubborn, ignorant, pushy people).
I am mainly looking for like-minded companions. I get very lonely and it seems like the more I try to find relief, the more it eludes me. I'm not sure that it is so much me as where I live, but you'd think that even in a small town one could at least one other person to relate to who could reciprocate the feeling.
Once when I was riding in the car with my mom, we had argued and in frustration I literally screamed out the window: "What the fuck does it take to get some honest communication around here?!?"
That is how I feel 90% of the time. I would love, love, love the chance to have an honest authentic interaction with some person. You call me out on my BS and I will do the same. We help each other. We grow. Together we can learn what a REAL relationship is about. Too much to ask? I don't think so.
I am a great fan of sex, but I am wise enough to know that there is more to life than getting off. My body has both beauties and flaws (whose doesn't). I am creative and skilled in some aspects and not in others. I am willing to try most anything and to learn. I think that the right attitude is crucial to both giving and recieving pleasure.
I like to have fun outside the bedroom. Who doesn't? Fun to me is much aligned to those things which in some way help us to appreciate life and forget our sorrows. I can sometimes become weighed down in my own and others' misery, and so I appreciate a good sense of humor in people to lighten me up.
But, most of all, I am the most real person you will ever meet. I am so real, in fact, that you may feel that you are halucinating. This world we live in is ingrained with so many layers of falsehood that truth seems like fiction. People walk around with blinders on to keep themselves comfortable in their chosen dream worlds. I attack delusions. Not actively, but through my presence. You may feel uncomfortable around me at first.
But then, over time you will learn that you can trust me. I am not talking shallow trust like the way you can trust a friend. No, I'm talking deep like the trust an infant has with it's mother. You will learn that I will not betray you. You will learn that I will support you and help you find your dreams. You will be thankful that I took away your delusions, because, though it seemed like I was robbing you at first, in the end I was setting you free. That was my goal all along.
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